Update! :)

Update: Fixed my background to a plain white background at the moment... Can't be arsed to find back the picture I stolen and post it again, damn mafan... Bear with me, I'm very busy!!


I LOVE YOU

Click laaaaa!!!

Hi, my life's been so sad lately T____T


cramps and worrying bout the stupid pain... a new comment from Audrey saying it might be a cyst O____O I feel like dying now... will be going for a check up with mom soon...


And then there was one fine day when I was at the mall I just wanted to withdraw cash from the ATM and stupid Maybank atm not working I went to the AMbank one instead... And then it was taking a tad longer than usual and they pop the screen "thank you for your transaction"


And no money came out

No receipt whatsoever


I ran downstairs to the underground floor for another Maybank atm machine and I checked my balance...


Rm 100 deducted (cause I wanted to withdraw 100)


DRAMA....

D.R.A.M.A

I called maybank they say they cannot do anything blablabla so I called up Ambank cause I used THEIR atm machine instead! And it turned out that, THEY NEED 5 FREAKING WORKING/BUSINESS DAY TO INVESTIGATE!!!


Like HOW the fuck do they investigate?? I have to sell like 3 or 4 baju to get like about 100-200 bucks, and the money that I withdraw is the thing I get in exchange to part with my lovely clothes!!!


WHAT IS THIS!!!



2 days down, I'm gonna call them again on Monday... =/ PRAYYYY hard for me like harder than when ur cock erected wtf (watched too much sex and the city result in this T_T)






LIFE HAVE BEEN VERY TOUGH THESE DAYS!!!


I cannot NOT think about leaving familia de horreur, I cannot stop thinking about grocery shopping every saturday waken up by my brother, cannot stop thinking that I'll be leaving the room will be empty and shitty things I'm gonna cry T____________________T


Pictures pictures, in 2 weeks time, this hour, I JUST touched down in Melbourne... =(


The reason why I got fat without eating Chinese New Year goodies... You'll know why... I've been having a lot of "luxe" day out, binging on fatty food and spending like mad... My logic being... I'm leaving, I don't need to Ringgit Malaysia anymore... *BULLSHIT* So I spend... Even my angpow money HA HA! -___-


Earl Grey for me I feel so atas


Berries Yogurt Honey shake for her..



Chicken Patty burger, hers



the usual American stack with bananas and cinnamon sugar for me



me me me me and YiNKy... We must spend more time fetching each other T_____T Who am I gonna go eat super good waffles and super fat french fries with when I'm gone?? =((


Who am I gonna pose like ugly money chibai face with and take purikuras together?? =((


I think it's kicking in already, the stupid IM LEAVING syndrome thing is in already, running through my veins... I'll be back in June but things will not be the same... =((( No one wll study with me in the uni library (SUE SHANNNN!!!!) No more eye candies (CANDYYY wtf) No more fried noodles with fried chicken (CAFETERIAAA) No more familia and no GNOs with the sisters... T____________________________________T




I won't be laughing like that unless I'm on thr webcam.. =(( I won't be having late night outs with the friends and sisters and late suppers at DimSum place with familia... T_____T No one will wear daring outfits and be centre of attention anymore T_____T



and I KNOW you'll miss me... You do right?


PS: sorry a lot of blabbering here cause I'm high on caffeine but I'm emo =(

Moooo

UPDATE: While I'm sorting things out and busy emo-ing and packing my shit... Clear my shit PLEASE!!!


Click I LOVE YOU :) (ps: I'm selling like most of the maxi dresses and my lame leggings cause I got an extra lovely one already so I'm letting go the old one that I bought, in with the new out with the old HEH)

4th day of the Ox Year, Ox suppose to bring me great luck in my career and life... But looking at the rate things are going, not very good... =/


Update soon...

I'm a little scared

I've been having some weird lower abdomen pain lately... It's not period cramps whatsoever cause no period at the mo...


I'm a little scared after reading this... Like VERY scared, cause god knows what is wrong with me, and I think there's eomthing wrong with my bladder...


My cycle goes like this, wake up, pee and brush my teeth... So I was brushing my teeth I have to bend to gargle, cause the sink is just too damn low.... And it hurt A LOT, like I stuck in an awkward bending position for 2 whole second (very slow reflex) and slowly stood back up...


The feeling is like, my lower abdomen, was twisted into a tight knot and released after 2 seconds... Like a strong pinch on the inner side... =/



I'll be telling daddy when he's back, he's at some kampung place now... -.-


And I'm scared what if I actually have UTI or or kidney stones thing then I'll have to go through operation and shit, and WHAT IF the Pseudomonas aeruginosa bacteria thing ravage my body T____________________T this is such a gross post T_T

Bright blue skies

Remember to click I LOVE YOU


You know it's THE DAY when the sky is all blue, a shade, you don't see it everyday, and you know something would happen, something extraordinary...


Apparently there was a solar eclipse yesterday leh, but being the superstitious cina familia, dad asked us to stay in... Instead, we hopped into the cinemas to catch Bride Wars!! The movie is so good, go watch!! :D:D:D


See!! Ultimate blue sky!!


It was WAAAAAAAy brighter yesterday... Love the blue sky!!



my bag for the day wtf



wrong pose wtf this should be done in the rooster year but it's year of ox now AHAH i'm so lame...



my face damn cannot make it, like or-g face wtf IM JOKING!!! (my dress was damn short, it was more like a top for me T__T have to wear OLD shorts underneath BOO) and YEAY I love my new shoes and it's so tall, I finally experienced being the tallest person in the mall for the 18237617936th time -_- and my legs look so panjang :D:D:D


okok enough... Happy Chinese Moo Year! :)


yeah my hair was made just in time for new years, so I have to wear 2 rollers everyday while making up to look like a moo everyday during year of ox...


I'm getting lamer... T_T

Kena cow cow

UPDATE: I know all of you are prolly at your kampung munching on new year cookies and yummy CNY shit (in a great way) BUT I'm here sulking over what to bring over, so clear my doubts, clear my wardrobe....


Click the I LOVE YOU

X.


Happy Niu Year (god this is getting so overused but it's such an appropriate opening line for the CNY and I think Im using it for the rest of the new year season)


And may all of you kena whatever things cow cow (kau kau wtf) but not kena summon/bad things cow cow, but all the good things will come damn cow a lot!


And hopefully more MOOOOOO-lah (moolah as in money tyou dig?) will come to you and prosperity... :D And may this MOO year bring great luck and red packets! Just like my outfit today I'm like a walking red packet AHAHAHA ok..



HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR <3

PMS-ing

I'm gonna talk bout my PMS pissy mood and the REAL PMS, whihc is Project Muf+Stit :D


Firstly I damn hate you all!! BOO to you, out of the 400/500 readers (increased yeay -__-) only 14 commented! others, don't come back I warn you... fuck you shitty ass ppl BOO And out of the 14, 4 said they like to see what I bought!


You can't sense the anger in me that I'm trying to NOT make you say you wanna see my purchases and obviously you can't sense it HOHO, and you commmented that... I'm pissed woth ya'll! AND YES I hate my readers MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH *batwing*



X.


Back to the night before yesterday it was a whirlwind... Cause we got invites to go FT x PMS fashion show/launch thing at Barsonic... And I dunno what to wear I wanted to wear black fur with my new paisley tights, but then I got a thought I wanna wear my new DIY tee :D So erm, I threw off one and picked the other one haih u see la...



And guess what? It's a fashion show thing right??


I. MISSED. THE. SHOW.


fail.dot.com


T____T Someone please send my pictures to fail blog and announce my failness URGHH Fucking KL must be having massive jam, and I was texting Jezmine whether it's on or not the show, she said it's not started, and 10 minutes later the show ended...


O_____O


uh-ohh


ANyone with the fashion show pictures please show me or gimme link! :D



Hmm I missed the show, But I think these are their designs right? :P Well at least I saw them on papers wtf


very cantil shoots they have T___T Why am I so shy in posing I need classes



Very pretty magazine dress!!! With tutu!! <3 href="http://lookbook.nu/look/60205-Recycle">this!! :D (for ppl with slow internet I uploaded the picture, it's below! :D)


WHy is everyone so talented except for me? WHY?? -_-


partay pictures, only got one cause we got hungry and walked to KLCC to makan, KLCC, is actually 5 minutes walk away from Zouk! Felt like 15 minutes when you're in 4 inch heels HEH



ignore my effed up face... SEE, I wore the DIY tee and the paisley tights me love... :)


And a fangirl picture of me with Muff of MuffStit. :)


She can pose damn well and she's damn pretty I never believed until I saw with my own eyes huhu T___T Oh yeah very small too T____T



NAHHH and close up picture of the prints on my tights cause I love my tights so much I never spent so much on a pair of stockings in my life T_T


Leng mou?

Honestly

For the first time I'm asking you to post anonymous comments... (or if you're so downright honest and blatant about your love for me, yes, post it using your blogger ID)



Why do you like to read my blog?

is it cause you wanna see how I suffer from life and bad days


or you wanna see what I buy and see me suffer when I'm old and ugly with no money?


Or other valid reasons that you could think off like I'm too pretty (haha)


See, I'm fishing for comments again, I love comments, love/hate comments allowed! (I'm leaving soon lemme do emo things like this, i don't like slitting wrists)

De-parting

Hi...


I know it's been a while I've been some very busy bee lately :D:D:D


Anyway I'll be going to a fashion show tonight!! :D FT x PMS :D


And things have been going quite okay lately, cept for the broke part -_- BUT SOON soon I won't be anymore (CNY wtf)

1. Visa Granted :D:D:D Now I have to pack T_T (in exactly 3 weeks time I'm flying)
2. Visa (as in card wtf) received (woot~)
3. Went scaling and have bleeding gums, keep keep bleeding
4. Realised my stupid tooth's hole is too near my nerve, and I need root treatment or I won't survive till CNY T_T


ANYWAY I have pretty pictures of my new hair... But not as pretty as first day cause my scalp was all oily and disgusting the day after the hairwash/dye -_- NOT FUNNY!




TADAAA centre parting... OK WHAT!! I look quite like the 2 samples i put!!! :D


Something like that la... :P Cept her hair colour more ashy and mine is red tone <3 Yen say wan... AIYA CAN LA!! Tell me it's same :P And Jing say it looks better in real life, so faster come see me in 3D so erm, I'll look better wtf -_-


How to style your centre parting hair and not looking like Ozzy Osbourne


NO NO, Not like ziss - french accent



First you mess up your hair and puff it so it doesn't look flat and disgusting like Ozzy..

Then


You must style your fringe, in an outwards motion! DO NOT, I repeat, DO NOT pull it down straight, if you're going for Ozzy's look pull it straight... (I look so powdery here grr)



HOW LAA!! Damn hard to style it lor!! I'll have to curl my fringe everyday to make sure it curves outwards... T___T


PS: I think I do resemble ozzy a bit, when I'm with round sunnies -_-

I swear I'm being followed

Update: sometimes I feel like shouting, as in SHOUT... "TIU you think I'm so free to care about the whole world is it? I have my own things to care about" tiu, in caps.

You know somedays you feel like there's someone who's following you but when you turn around, there's no one... It's not someone or anybody/stalker/stranger who's following me (though sometimes there ARE people who saw me in 3D but never say hi which I don't like but please la if you see I'm with my parents and shit don't say hi it'll be so damn awkward *bends*)


But no... I think... I'm being followed..


Jing, Josh and me (we've been hanging out a lot lately, like A LOT) were talking about DIY-ing leggings, and it struck me we can stud the entire one side of the leggings!! *brilliant* light beam shooting from sky above wtf



Topshop SS 09.. That was before I saw this picture jengjengjeng freaky much... T___T

Biggest prawn, and most cake

Ensuite Rooms (single bedroom with private bathroom)

I saw this from my rental agreement with Monash Residence...


Does it mean, I'll have a private bathroom?? =3 I don't wanna share my private shitting peeing naked showers with someone... OHHH I hope they have bathtub wtf but I don't think I'll be having bubble baths in it, god knows who's been in there and done it there... jengjengjeng


Famous word to change a topic ANYWAY.... I've been having cakes and more cakes and sweet shit and I need some serious detox... T______T Saafer for my wallet and better for my health...


CAKE!



i went overboard with my nose... *shifty eyes*



I was describing about the Chanel "bang-bang" shoes T___T so pretty


Then it was the time during Macau we had all the prawn and food we wanted...


World's biggest prawn hohohoh


size as compared to an ordinary pair of chopsticks... =D



So big it's covering Jing's face! :D And those fat juicy cholesterol they have right in their heads is awesome!!! SO huge a piece it's alike eating 3 other king prawns!! And yeah the best part is, it's cooked with salted egg, so more cholesterol added T_____T I think I'm in love with prawn heads, cause... I dunno, no one can explain addiction...



nahh, jing's picture wtf cause the prawn covered her face... And we only call things very big, when it's bigger than our facesss!! =OOO Ok maybe not my face wtf



I got my haircut yesterday!!


Preview (on model wtf not me cause I haven't have the time to camwhore yet!)



Hint hint!! :)

Hair.....

Update: I kinda like my new hair... :)

It's still a couple of hours away from the meeting with the hairstylist...


And here I am... Pondering.... thinking... WHAT WILL I TURN INTO???



As in not turn into some hair freak I'll get 20 million strands of hair extension but how I will look like in another say 8 hours time? :D


Dream hair... Dream hair...


hair not long enough T____T I'm trying to grow some hair but they just don't grow you fucking hair URGHHH and I want straight bangs but I know I'll never get it cause when I asked for it the hairstylist was like "Are you sure" and another one was "No, it doesn't suit you"



O_______O big fat watery eyes T________________________________T




Lulu and your mom... =D look like her hor?


T_______T I wanna have coconut hair WHY IS MY FACE SO HUGE???


WHY WHY WHY WHY???


I need botox, so the bacteriathingymajingy will eat up all my muscled on my face and I'll look good with weird hair T____T



Yo I wouldn't mind this if I can carry it off wey!! I have *cough* amazing bone structures *cough cough* cause my jawline is so strong, people actually use it as my "weak point" to flame me in my sister's blog... O___o Walau people really have nothing better to do weyyyy



Actually this is the reason why I cut my hair short from this...



last year January during ZW's surprise party... I miss my long hair... It was so silky and straight last time before I bleached and ruined it T_____T



Anyway back to main point...


So yah, I wanna create this look from my face (which is near impossible, NEAR impossible k, means still quite possible wtf T_T)


I want her face and her hair I wanna exchange souls with her full stop.



What should I do?

New Hair

Oh. My. God



Getting a haircut tomorrow... And and, what's installed for me 2mw? :D

Glam Hunter

T'was showpink yesterday... I dunno what happened but I think the junkyard sales lately are a lil TOOOOO overwhelming, nothing seemed to be as good as last time... =/ I miss the old sales T_____T


I bought this fur thingy from jengjengjeng Velvet-Ribbon in WHITE!!! Ok they only left in black cause I sapu-ed e white :D:D Should I get the black one also?? :D:D:D:D I'm damn excited! I saved like DAMN A LOT compare to the RM 536 one from topshop I wanna die!! It's just that I'm being more environmentally friendly by not buyingg real leather but synthetic fur! HEE!!



My theme was Glam Hunter!! :D Cause I had sequin skirt on e bottom of the see thru tutu which I tucked the lining inside half my arse was showing off WTFFFFF but all hail long tanks T_____T


Wore the deer necklace cause, it's like err, the animal which I hunted wtf nice theme hahahahaha


Recycle outfit by changing the bottom cause god knows why sequinned things like to irritate my skin -_- Actually it was poking my obese ass -______-




love love my lace print tights!!!



It was more opaque on the model on the site I got off -_-