The Death of Blackie

Sounds of a broken record coming from an Mp3 player, not a good sign.


Just a last post before I go.


To the every faithful and then beautiful blackie, though your death was abrupt you will be the first ever iPod who's been ever loyal and meaningful to me.


The day you arrive on my Sweet 16th birthday party, I thought we were gonna last. But you left on a strong windy day leaving me thinking you're just taking a rest and hanging/lagging like your old self.



maybe it's the fact that I remove your "clothes" and you're too cold, blown by the freaking wind. BUT I THOUGHT YOU'RE SUPPOSE TO WITHSTAND THE COLD YOU'RE FREAKING DESIGNED BY STEVE JOBS!!

=(


It's like the pulse on the whatever gram that you see in the hospitals, Every beep signifies a heartbeat.


The moment this screen flash, I could imagine a long endless beep.




Please send your condolences to Blackie, I know she needs a lot of support to walk her stairway to technology heaven. =(



And to the ones who left a comment with the email address, I'll be compiling them in the weekend I'm too busy.


Therefore mustardqueen.blogspot.com will be resuming business in the weekend with people with special passes to access it :D Damn now my blog is like some limited edition shit :D me likey :D:D:D

Epilogue?

Update: I think you people mistaken my point of privatizing this blog. I'm making it private not because I'm scared of them nasty comments and don't want them to see the daylight of it. I'm not that weak lor, I'm making it private cause I'm sick of being one of the 2187436217462746462384 bloggers who blog about their boring lives (mine of course, is extravagant) and because I used to be the unique one who blogs then one blog all blog then no fun anymore. >=( Also I have some personal reasons ie: not let my parents read wtf not that they know off :P So I'm making a private so only special people with special "keys" to visit. :) Don't chu feel so damn effing precious now? :P

Btw these few please include your email for the love of mustard. I dunno where to look for your email addresses I'm noob i only know how to spend money T___T

Electronicfly
Deluxcious Doll
Patty Lee
Zoe (commenter 87 cos there's a few zoe)


Calculated about 6 places left and for the FIRST time people actually commented -_- thank you ar.



And to that bitch who said that "you're just saying your making it private to get attention and make people comment no?" eat your heart out because you're not gonna see what I'll be talking about YOU now :D *the thought of that makes me grin like a crazy horse :P:P*

/update


WHY WHY WHY WHY WHYYYYYY



BECAUSE!!! This is THE END.


End of a publicise blog. If you wanna know why? Blame em other people who ruined it all for us.



It started when I was young and stupid and because I wanna express my feelings, it's like confessing to someone you love but in a different way, it's another way to release your anger and all the pain inside you're suffering.


Then it came one day there's something call "blog advertising". I kinda blame on that to. Because you get paid for doing NOTHING!!!! And you get paid for writing nonsense, and some don't even make sense and they can be fucking famous and get whatever they want isn't that great???? Do I hear a big grin?

No I don't consider myself famous, and yes I AM very tempted by the cash that I'll be offered and still is, but I don't see the point in publicising this very private space of mine, read my coupla hundred of people, without knowing who they are. And EVERYONE knows, we judge. No matter what I'll be doing, I'm being watched, my actions are being judged by every single one of you. When I post camwhore pictures of myself some self centred bitch will just throw you cold comments like "i puked a little". And when you announce something good, another self centred bitch comment like "you think you're so great?" And when you're sharing something good like I bought 10 thousand pairs of shoes, some bitter bitch comment "you're nothing but spending your father's hard earned money".


I am fucking sick of this shit. SEE??? EVERYTHING that I did is wrong, and all the commentors are right (and are usually anonymous that's why I hate anonymous comments cheebye ppl)


That's the bad side of the commenting part, and I do loveeeee my readers who always give feedbacks, though only so few considering so many actually "reads" or more like viewing pictures and judge.


And when I post outfit pictures, I'll get comments like "why u dress so "outstanding" or in other words WEIRD". That's because you do not know how to carry yourself, you don't have the guts to live your life in pretty clothes, you are lazy to dress up doesn't mean that ***I*** cannot dress up. Life is too short to live in ugly clothes, life is waaaayyyy too short to not spend on a pretty pair of shoes and save for the rest of the month. But you know what? End of the day I'll be the one having pretty shoes and stored in pretty wardrobe maybe like Mariah Carey's shoe wardrobe and you don't.


I believe you guys will support my decicion, but I'm not ending this blogging "career". I'll be going private so comment with your email address.


Be it the fucking strong wind that blew me away and might blew some brains away, I think I know what I'm doing.


Just a final public post, a final outfit post for everyone of you, a final shopping post for the non-chosen ones, and commence the new mustard era. :)



favo peplum skirt... slightly tarnish due to washing T____T i'm looking for ways to save them T_T

low back top: Supre
Thai silk peplum skirt: Forever New
Emilio Cavallini tights: Asos
Metallic pink Shoes (not shown): Cotton On


my new stockings from Asosssssss <3 style="width: 260px; height: 392px;" src="http://i47.photobucket.com/albums/f172/mustardmustard/DSC_8063.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0">
polka dot leg and torn stocking T_T


Today at Camberwell. Me and Josh dressed up so we could get Scott Schumann to shoot us but in this weather don't think anyone will be coming out but oh well... I decided to go private so why not wear nicer and be it the last what i wore post for you. :)




French artist hat with bow: Forever New
Lace turtle neck top: Vintage
Jumpsuit with sides tied up with my own rubber bands :P: Sunny Girl
Neon pink shoes with studs: Vincci


Notice the differences? :P I came back with these details later :P


those that I didn't mention the brands means they are thrifted from Camberwell <3 style="width: 317px; height: 388px;" src="http://i47.photobucket.com/albums/f172/mustardmustard/IMG_0200.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0">
lace ankle length pleated skirt... lace lace lace, but no lining though -__-


Fringe mini with zipper from Lipsy, Forever New


Coral dress with pearl collar


love the pearl collar and the material of the fabric is like slightly washed, not old kinda washed but its the material.


new belt with gold chain tassels :D


the seller told me she cut it off an old dress, and it's pooooffyyyyy and I can wear it lotsa ways :D Cheap thrill <3 src="http://i47.photobucket.com/albums/f172/mustardmustard/IMG_0210.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0">
Can wear something underneath and make it a peplum, a super poooofy one :P

or a scarf, or a, em.... haven't figured out :P


woohoo poof


ur not blind, they ARE $ 10!!!!!! And these babies are leather <3333 src="http://i47.photobucket.com/albums/f172/mustardmustard/IMG_0215.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0">
love the buckled and the wooden platform and chunky heels, the straps are a little too thin cause I have skinny ankles (only part of my body that's skinny -_-) and can't punch em holes unless I have the gold buckles thingy. =/



My first pair of Aldos. :P This one the height is just nice. Not too high like the 1873261278436274 pairs that I bought. :) *contented*

Can top as leg warmers too :D Suede inner lining, so warm, it was keeping me warm during the super strong wind just now. I was almost blown away it's so strong I couldnt walk T_T damn you crazy weather T_T


Woot, zippaaaaa :P can unravel the zipper and do something to it :P


nyamnyam <33333 style="width: 347px; height: 337px;" src="http://i47.photobucket.com/albums/f172/mustardmustard/IMG_0223.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0">
I'm loving grey leather these days <3333 style="width: 341px; height: 480px;" src="http://i47.photobucket.com/albums/f172/mustardmustard/IMG_0220.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0">
it just seem so amazing I HAVE to. I just HAVE TO it's FATED!! :D


Why it's fated I saw this other pair of black suede heels with cut outs and the heels are just amazing in a slight curve shape, and it was $ 35 and I refuse to pay so much for vintage shoes. Then I went back it was SOLD T_____T

Then was walking down QV square with Josh and saw these. <3333 style="width: 231px; height: 526px;" src="http://i47.photobucket.com/albums/f172/mustardmustard/IMG_0221.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0">
I love the curve that creates an illussion of a heel but it's actually wedge :P my legs look so long :D


And the best thing???


It's only $10 too. :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D *hyperventilates*


COME HYPERVENTILATE WITH ME!!!


:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D


damn these shoes make my american eagle ones seem so expensive!!! And my Aldo ones too though I got it on sale


Ahhhh shopping does feel good after handing in 2 major assignments. :)


Comment with your email if you wanna continue reading and I just found out I can only allow 100 readers. =( And about 10 goes to close people in my life so there's only like 90 left? :((( Like selling clothes but first come first serve la, I'll see how things go.



Along with your comment, guess HOW MANY PAIRS OF SHOES DO I HAVE IN MY ROOM NOW? No slippers are not counted.

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Dead

I have a life

I just watched this episode of South Park about....



WOW!!! hahaha world of warcraft la ahahahahaha omg one of my friend is a WOW addict and he showed us the show.



Reason why I don't blog is..


I HAVE A LIFE!!!!!!! :P:P:P:P:P:P:P



happy note for the day: assignment due today!!!!!!!!!!!!



but cannot enjoy after that lor I have another 5 more questions to do for another assignment due on friday and!!! I have other tutorial works too!!!!!!!


My life is so busy but it's still life right HA HA and you see I'm so busy now, so think twice before you come to M*nash


note: name remove to protect uni's identity wtf!!



Inspirations for the day:

Chains and rubbish bag












Will DIY them soon as my assignments are due which is THIS FRIDAY!!!!!!!


Damn I realise once i came over here I've been diy-ing things which is GREAT!! :D

okok I was just joking bout the rubbish bag skirt T_T may be possible but it will be a disposable skirt then I'm so atas wear once then throw =3 <-- so long no use :P

my face

Apparently people wanna see my face AAHAHAAHAHHA


I refuse to show cause cause T___________T I think I'm super fat and ugly now T_________________________T


And no photoshop I cannot liquify myself and post pictures of myself skinny and tall T___T



HOWWWWWW T____________T And holidays getting on my nerves la, make me don't want to study only and i haven't been dolling up for events/shopping, and I haven't been going shopping lately T____T cause whenever I go out i MUST buy something wan what sorta cheebye logic isit T_______T


Also cause I got darker T____________________________T


My foundation is now a bit too fair ok fine TOO FAIR for my face T____T


SEEEEE T_____________T But this was RIGHT after I put on so it's not oxidized yet *defensive*



Sorry I look very bad in all pictures T_T I'm in depression now la T_______T


My skin is getting better, maybe I'm adapting to the weather and also err, after menses wtf... just my own opinion hor i think it's getting BETTER not flawless now!!! -_-


Anyway I found an alternative to roast pork!!! Which is....


ROAST PORK!! :D:D:D:D



Run by this hong kong family at Richmond. And YESS!! I do travel quite a bit to eat good food... Mmmmmmmmm hopefully the amount I take in burns off via travelling wtf... <--- in denial, i take train most of the time wtf


roast pork roast duck egg sauce with fried egg noodles and spring rolls. spring rolls are crap la sorry and the noodles too T_____T Nothing compared to my yin yong in egg sauce T__________T


Ok so now I posted my pictures you people better come back nyehehehehehehhee



I'm losing the mojo again.... I need to rewatch all powerpuff girls episode la wtf

Last day of easter break T_T

Last day of holiday and it's tooooo short!!! WHERE GOT ENOUGH T_____T


and I haven't enjoyed it enough yet boohoo cause 3 days out of the 7 or 8 days of hols I was down with bloody phlegm sore throat and blocked nose T_________________T


And and and I didn't go shopping *SCREAMS IN HORROR*





My window and fuck trees. Lookie what's stuck between em middle finger looking tree branches???



Someone left some easter egg rotting in front my my window since the easter egg hunt!!! -_-



mmmm, yummy cadbury chocolate... another reason of why I got fat and why I got bloody phlegm -_-

I hate you pixiemarket

all pics from pixiemarket.com

Why I got fat part deux

I am quite sure ANYONE who's been overseas must be wondering why they tend to get fat once well, they are overseas...



Let me tell u why.



Australia, has the BEST dairy products I've ever tried (never been the other angmoh countries so I'm not sure if Dutch Lady is good in their original country wtffff)


And all I can say is, I think I've gained some weight from the chocolates, dairy products (milk, cheese, cream) and any other thing that's made from... Dairy


T________________________T



Mocha, milk chocolate and coffee = Dairy!!


assorted cakes and gelato and coffee and whatever, Milk = Dairy!!



Pancakes: Milk, butter = DAIRY!!!


This is getting annoying hor??



Pumpkin Risotto, cooked with cream for 30 minutes and reduce = DAIRYYYYYY!!!



Thandoori Risotto: LOOKIE THE CREAM imma shut up for this



no cream??? BUTTER!!!!! to fry the prawns T___T



I'm sure there's something to do with the D word thingy here HUHU



CHEESE!!!!! *silence*



As much as I'm enjoying my life here I seriously hate the food here T_________T


Chicken schnitzel, chicken parmagiana, veal, steak, pizza, MACKERS (or maccas if u like the sound of that) RED ROOSTER, HUNGRY JACKS....


OMGGGGG and sweet sour pork which I can do way better without getting my fried pork all soggy....


I think I should get a job in a restaurant and be a chef man, I'll have a brighter future than doing my cheebye assignments -_-


KL food, I'm counting down in about 2 months and prolly a week and a half <333


god i miss my charkueyteow, laksa, rojak, ice kacang, cendol, shah alam chicken chop, lobak koh, KTZ, chef loong, roti tissue, roti canai with condensed milk, nasi lemak T_______T



this can go on foreverrrrrrrrrrrrrr


imma binge on chocolates now and suffer from sore throat in approximately 15 minutes. And hello bacampicillin after that.

What I'm up to

Update:


this is so random but I actually cried in one of the episodes of Gossip Girl T____T Damn you hormones T_T


This is damn long ago but cause it's Easter break so I have MORE TIME!! :D


Did I hear a background voice saying I have one assignment due on wednesday and another due on friday and a mid semester test on tuesday?


ANYWAY was inspired by this :D


First get a new/used/holey/old tee


see the hem?? Remove em threads and start picking ya'll!! :D


Instead of using a seam ripper, I used these instead :D

fingers :D and part of it chip off cb -_-



cut cut cut the thread!! u want them seam-less (pun intended wtf)



rip rip rip, jst pull one string at the end and start pulling the 2nd one and it'll be coming off really easily... :D




After several episodes of gossip girl and 2 movies...


And after more episodes of gossip girl...

Took me more than 5 hours to do it


The best part it I got this really huge shirt to shred it not knowing that when you loosen the threads the shirt gets bigger wtf cause loose thread means no structure for your shirt -_-



(almost) entire back of me shirt :D



just send it for washing so errr will try it out one day :D