Coco Avant Chanel

Remember when Coco is dead??



It all happened before Coco avant Chanel wtf means Coco before Chanel was developed and then, you know what happened before Coco before Chanel??




Coco is Hungry wtfffffffffff got rice? hahahahahaa


good one Josh good one HA HA

Cutest things in the worldddddd

YiNKY sent me this cause it reminds her of ME! :D Mustard :P:P:P And also the fat meatball swimming around wtf like me... so cute wtf








Christopher Kane who????



HEHEHEHEHEHE TULIP PLANTS!!!!! SO cute it's like USB port extension kit thingamajig dunno whatchumacallit




I would cook EVERYDAY if I have this pan. EVERY SINGLE MEAL!!!! SO CUTE I WANT but too expensive and they don't ship it here -_- Imagine if they have frog wan I'd get it for the bestie =P





And this is an iPod headphone SPEAKERS. Geddit? Speakers!!!!! In iPod headphone form :D SO cooooool right it makes the nano look even smaller hahahahahahahhaa





the cutest dog in the world I wanna dieeeeeeeeee I need a dog with me to make me feel... MORE HAPPY :D:D:D:D:D Cept for the cleaning part T_T




Lena Fuji's dog Tiffany T____________T Iwant dragon and bumblebee costume also T_T SO CUTE SO FREAKING CUTE! T_T




they win la. SHO CUTE!!!!

I have an Angel on my shoulder but a devil in my head

I did something really bad last night. But the devil inside has got the better of me. Ebil grin. >=))))



My fb status for last night and I really like it. Especially how Jean ended it for me. AND I WAS SO SO SO SO TOUCHED. <3333333






"The bitterness lingers as I slowly fall, but the sweetness counters as you rise again." made some changes to make it sound more sasterawan wtf =P


I'll be in Brisbane till Wednesday night but treat it like I'm not away cause who knows what awaits you in this space. :)

Coasting

Will be on a short holiday till Wednesday. (Am currently on the plane now and NO I did not pay for shits to go online cause I issa flying BUDGET!!! And yes this is call a scheduled post)




Much needed vacation (instead of my virtual one from weeks ago wtf)


WHEEEEEEEEE, Brisbane marilah saya! Gold Coast, Sunshine Coast, MOVIE WORLD~~~~


TANNING~~ Just hope I won't come back a red lobster and return to Malaysia like a King Kong wtf cause black T_T I don't want!!! The last time and the LAST time I had a tan was back in Primary Six and I was left with some mat rempit brown colour skin tone for the longest longest longest time I do not want to flash back/recall. T_T


I only had 3 hours of sleep from packing and got a shock from knowing the train time we checked is wrong and have to wakeup extra early to catch a train and remember I am flying budget fml T_T I'm gonna KO on my first day lor T_T



Be right back loves. :)

These are the things

mad blue skies


I think so far, Berwick ulu town has the nicest skyline I've ever seen in Melbourne so far. From dusk till dawn, it never fails to put a smile on my face. :)


What's happier than a happy meal from Maccas!!!?>?? :D


I don't usually do this but. I had to cause.... they have the cutest free toys from...





CARTOON NETWORK (!!!!!!!)


Long story, dad cut off Cartoon Network from Astro like 6 years ago, leaving me deprived of fun and happiness (hence the morbid thinking daughter he has now wtf) and I'm desperate to watch CN NOW!!!!!!


:))))))




Courage who... Courage gives me... COURAGE wtf...




Meet Billy. SO BIG THE NOSE SO CUTE!!!


I bought happy meal right before I watch Pelham 123 (don't watch quite a waste of money boohoo) and I was like Billy wants a drink, Billy sits here etc etc can you imagine how annoying that is!? Just like Billy. :))))))))



I like how Courage's face is always like *question mark question mark question mark*



Billy looks a little Grim the Ripper-ish wtf but still!!


And I can interchange bodies of Courage with Billy!!! And he shall be name... Cowardly wtffffffffff GEDDIT hahahahahahahahahaa I'm so punny -_-


Got a haircut, I CANNNOT stand my split ends and dead dry hair ends. So just snip snip at some Korean salon T_T And it's now tooooooooooooooooooooooo short Yen is not gonna happy when I see her in November =/


Very small picture cause I look like a moon MEHHHHHHHH I don't feel pretty now I'll go cry.

I LOVE WEHEARTIT

I think Tumblr is my new favourite. As much as I love writing (but suck at it) I still love pictures. With no captions, but with words in the pictures, as in there may be no words, but it talks to you. And all these wonderful and inspiring pictures you get, that me and anyone might not be able to capture.


"the ink stain on his pages, told me he was skilled. Capturing the feeling that most of us just missed." - Japanese Gum, Her Space Holiday (love that song)


Because of the mere 5 comments from my previous emo post from people/strangers that I have NOT MET before, I feel so much better.












all images from weheartit


Don't they make you just go AWWWWW, and like so true so true I should do the same.


Very heartwarming just like the movie Up. T__T


So I shall start this list 10 things you fell in love today. Cause I am positive and I don't wanna list 10 things I hate. Don't get me started hehehehehehehe


♥ I fell in love with this boy's bright blue eyes while sipping coffee in the cafeteria. It was BRIGHT blue, like blue-er than the skies blue.
♥ Ilove the sunshine after the rain.
♥ I fell in love with Scotch Fingers all over again I am fucked.
♥ I love my homemade salad which contains lettuce, rocket, random leaves, parmesan caesar dressing, smoked salmon, virginia ham, fetta cheese and a soft boil egg.
♥ I fell in love with the moment I teared on the shuttle bus.
♥ I fell in love with the moment that I wokeup with a flat tummy (cause no food T_T)
♥ I fell in love with gives me hope, it does shows that there is still hope in this cold harsh world. :)
♥ I love the faint scent that I could smell in my room in the middle of the night. (I burn scented candles in the room shh i won't burn down the building)
♥ I love blasting music while taking a HOT shower, with my toilet door open
♥ I love my bestfriend for standing by me, even though she's in the other side of the world. Just because the best things and worst things in life must be shared. :)


OK NOW! List down 10 things that you love/fell in love with today!!! Boyfriend husband wife girlfriend also can la. :D MUST COMMENT IF NOT I KILL YOU!!!!.

Thoughts

Update: I found a solution for this problem, more like a FEW solutions.

“ If there was a God, I would spit in his face for subjecting me to this. If there was a Devil, I would sell him my soul to make it end. If there was something Higher that controlled our individual fates, I would tell it to take my fate and shove it up its fucking ass. Shove it hard and far, you Motherfucker. Please end. Please end. Please end." -A Million Little Pieces (via mama-wolf) (via shitgaze)


Despite the fact that living alone is tough, hard and you have to manage your life, I find every day more and more interesting, it's like a challenge every single day. A challenge a day keeps the sorrow away. Because everyday I find out something new about something, someone or just anything. Everyday I see from people's actions and gestures (same no?) I learn something new. And this keeps me from finding out more instead of drowning my emotions into deeper sadness, and it goes deeper and deeper. Knowing the fact that my exam timetable is as fucked up as my life, I should be doing something about it now instead of going all boohoo about it. Because some people who are not as fortunate, been through something that I am facing now and has taught me how I should be handling things when shit happens.


And also because sometimes being alone gives you time to think. I've been doing a lot of thinking this past 2 semesters and it is a good time killer (not that I like wasting time nor I have a lot to waste seeing I cannot predict the future). I like thinking. Walking while thinking, people watching and think, shopping and think, eating and think, cooking and thinking.l I think all the time (well there are good and bads) because sometimes I think tooooo much I tend overthink some things, and I may over-analyse some things that may lead to misinterpretations or misunderstandings.


And I begin to jot down little notes in my mind or in the Notes application on my Touch. Just small little things, little quotes or just thoughts (a lot since I think too much). And sometimes you just look through it, feeling slightly lost, and trying to find that feeling again. The feeling of what happened at that moment that made you think that way, or feeling a little stupid for feeling like shit at that moment or just anything.


This is boring you I know that. But maybe this is the only way on how I could express myself. I've never really expressed anything to anyone, cause all I get is that no one give two fucks about me. And this space being my venting machine (haha vending machine wtf I find that funny no?), I find the comfort expressing myself. I can do all sorts of crazy shits like posting all my 12873673 camwhore pictures. Maybe it's the way I am brought up that my parents don't really care how we think, it is the end result that matters and it's not all about the process. But for me, I care more about the process than the end result. I may not be doing what I love or what I want, and it may be what my parents want me to do, I'm trying to find the good in the bad (bad in my opinion) and am trying to enjoy. I wanna make them feel happy. Will I graduate and get a stable job with stable income in the future or I'd pursue what I wanna do? What do I want to do? Truth be told I am not happy with what I am doing now let alone what I'll be doing in the future, an accountant. With a mixture of marketing, is that what I really want? 4 words, I am not happy. But anyone care? NO. Can I do anything to save that? YES! And the only way to do it is suck it up. Seek happiness in what you're doing no matter how hard, how much you hate it.


And so many mixed feelings. all these that made me so unhappy but yet I am not homesick nor lonely nor heartbroken, or maybe I am just tired. Another thing that got me thinking is, should I stay here, or go home. Since this place left me so much alone time to think so much and got me so much ups and downs, is this what I want? I like this place as much as I do back home, but this is not where I'm from, but I really like this place (or maybe it's just Berwick), despite the racism and bad train incidents and the perverted drunk men around. I find familiarity in this place. It's somewhere I've never been before but yet I find it comfortable to live in, or maybe I just need a change. Since I am easily tired of things, or maybe I am just tired of my own country, my home. Maybe it's the new found freedom that I gained here that I enjoy a lot that I don't get back home, the curfews, the parental talks, the no to this and that and many other things. And I don't get "stereotyped" here. I don't know what is wrong with my face or is there written "loser" on my forehead that I cannot see, I always have the insecurity that I'm being stared at back home, not in a good kind of stare, but it's a kind of stare that one disgusts or anything that just make me uneasy, and I do not feel comfortable. But I find the comfort of walking around freely here that I don't seem to have back home. It's like a new found confidence that shine through me, that I never seem to have. (lets not start with the confidence issue here). I just feel more comfortable here. Maybe it's the fact that I like being alone. Or maybe I'm just born to be a loner. =/


But who knows how long will I be safe in my "comfort zone" before my next emotional breakdown? Can you tell me?

5 days

I cannot wait i cannot wait I cannot wait.



TO get a tan heeeheee.... 30 degree sunshiney day at Brisbane and 2 days in Gold Coast :D Imma "chao da" myself.. BUT I DUN WANNA BURN MY FACE!! I need to tan from face down, not the face T_T I remember the last time I got a tan, was when I was in Primary 6 i went to Pangkor with mom and her friends and the daughter and she was blessed with super good smooth white flawless face and she only got sunburn and I got BURNT! And the rest of my high school life I was mistaken as either a malay, or chindian FML!


And according to the sisters I look like some ahbunene with pink lips T_T


LIKE THAT without the dreadlocks wtf T_T


Imma put sunblock on y face like mad T_T and and and gonna chao da my legs :D So got shadows they look skinnier :P Maybe my tummy also wtf =P





Brisbane by night.



Gold Coast. Movie World here I come :D:D:D:D:D


Exciting sial.... :D


Oh and I calculated, in approximately 8 weeks time I'll be home :) Another thing to look forward to, just to make me feel not so bad about my shitty ass timetable that made me breakdown for 2 days T_T


6th October: Corporations Law
12th October: Consumer Behaviour
13th: Performance Measure & Control ANDDDDDDD Marketing Research Methods.


BAD MOU!??? T_T I feel like kamikaze-ing T_T




Oh, and one thing my hairstylist won't look forward to seeing me cause. I got a haircut and it's shorter than wat I expected to be a "trim". He chopped off 2 frigging inches.!!! NOW it's gonna take me another 6 months to grow out T_T

Lucky Number Seven

Long overdue post. T'was when the sisters came down for visit. And mustmustmustmust go clubbing since there is no, nada MEI YOU curfew!!! :D


Let me see you boomboomshakeshake (damn I don't know what song is that but just use la :P)



I let them of for the day (More like me taking the day off) and meet them later for dinner and supper and booze booze)



I cannot, like CANNOT remember where we went for dinner, must be somewhere cheap, or like somewhere I always visit. HEH!


OH I REMEMBER!!! It's Dessert House on Swanston!! HK char chan teng style. Frequent customer wtf that's why cannot recall all of a sudden =P

Then supper here wtf





om nomnomnomnomn the chocolate sauce is so good!!!!!! The churros shop in 1utama must sau pei la. Should learn from them lor their chocolate sauce is so thick and rich!!! :D *slurp*


I don't wanna sound sua ku or anything but t'was my first time at seven *shy* It's hard to get out from my ulu town ok very far can!!


Like this bar better than the one next to the smoking area. This bar is so much bigger!!!!



I dunno why after so much makeup I still look so pale -_- need to stock up on em blusher wtf



unglam last shot wtf hahhahahaha I like my 3rd pic :D



Someone farted while we were waiting for friends to arrive. DAMN SMELLY!!!! They thought it's a club and dark so no one will know lor what is this!!!



Guess who!?? Katie!!! :D:D:D:D Eh such a small world ok, I met her on the tram to Seven then I met her inside again like, a few times. :)


BUt cause Jac and her friends waited too long to get into Seven so terpaksa have to leave T____T


and off to Crown we go (not gambling la, I'm serious. i lost money to crown the first time I went there FML)


Fusion @ Crown. I like the music there better!!! It was house night, and it was gooodddd... Screw the hip-hop one la mehhhhh






WHY THE FACE LOVE??



outfit shot wtf



acting ke lian :P



Me feet was so damn tired after like 2 hours T_T EHHHH!!! You thought wearing nine west shoes means your feet won't get tired isit. T_T I'm supporting more weight leh!!! Yuck my hair looks gross mehhhhh -_-



following pictures from Jac and Wen and Jing's camera.

DJ spinning music pose <3



with 2 random angmoh behind. THEY REALLY LIKE TO CRASH INTO GROUP SHOTS!!! Especially when we azns are camwhoring -_-



With Jac whose so nice to drop us back home despite the 50 minutes drive at 4am T_T THANK YOU :)))



???? Don't rmbr this photo!!!



one of my many many sohai faces. Don't you just love me. :)



cucuk langit! See my coral bangle?? One of the gold applique came off that night I feel like killing myself. and it's no longer available in forever new T________T



camera ready sial. :P



Loike my dress? :D



"high" pose, jing likes to touch the sky and erm, I erm... doing the 70s thang wtf EHHH I look so skinny then right I dunno what happen now I am damn fat. I think i easily gained another 5 kgs T_____T Brisbane next week leh!! NO WAIT it's in 6 days!!!


HOW HOW HOW!?


I am the epitome of feng tao.



Then dizzy after that must sit down wtf


If you have iTunes, and you have the radio feature thingy (confirm got laaaa) Please go to Electronica and go to DI - Trance. Awesome.