Loves in highschool

Funny how people are so much more older, and still can NOT think like an adult.

They say growing old is obligatory, but growing up is optional. But you don't have to cancel it all out from your life you see, you have to grow up at least old enough to think maturely and act like an adult.

Is it really that important to be the queen in a school/area? Does it mean I'll benefit from it all? I mean you're not getting "ufti" from being a queen that you declared yourself as. I find it rather funny. =/

And from what I see, being the queen of "bitch", will end up being all alone, with no friends to turn to, but yourself. Sad much?

You seem to come and go I never seem to know

What I have been up to?


SISTER JING IS IN TOWN YA'LL :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

But not so good news, I have an assignment due, not big, just 2000 words and 15% worth, it's actually nothing compared to some 50% assignment. But then I'll have to sleep late every night and wake up early to join her to venture around Melbourne. =(

I think I am falling sick soon, not enough rest. =(

crazy nice sunset outside my room one random night. I switched off my lights and saw the skies were fading into shades of pink and navy. :)

And on Thursday while walking back from Woolworths after my jogging session (ran to safeway to get groeceries so healthy wtf) then I saw the sunset, it was pink!!!!! And pink clouds were covering the sun, and last rays of sunlight were shining through. :)


huhu my love collapsed but I fixed it now. =( So sad it won't last wouldn't it (metaphorically and literally)

too poor have to sew patches of sheer cloth onto my leggings boo!!! Buy the iPod already!!! :D

reason why thou shan't wear leggings as pants. -_- I actually wore a longer top underneath my silk top!!! =D

cardi with pearls: macau
grey asymmetrical hem top: topshop
leggings: asos
shoes: country road

yeah those are my new leggings they're so so soft :D but slightly sheer when worn though (sorry la my legs very fat cannot ar)

because... u cannot see my nose here haha =P


fei zai was caught about 2 weeks ago. =( Lucky enough tiger and chubs are still around, and now they enjoy being rubbed/pat/hugged/cuddled by me. So cute... At least now I have "pets" stray one wtf, but still something to let me cuddle wuddle <3

Rah-muh-muh

Guess who's going to ga ga ga ga ga LADY GAGA tonight!!! :D

Should I put on a bow hair? Or should I wear all sequins or not wear pants wtfffffff


Too bad I don't have like a MASSIVE bow to wear, massive I mean like, size of a laptop on my head. :P Or should I bring the Cisco IP phone and wear on my head wtfffff


EXCITED EXCITED!!! :D Josh said it was NUTS cause he went to the show last night and I'm going today!!! And he wants to go to the show in Sydney cause then we'll be there :P OMG

I dunno, I think this is my first ever paid concert, like for real kinda concert not sponsored ala Daughtry in 2008 :P And it's GAGA :D


Here are the promised pictures of not so recent purchases from last week's Chadstone sales. :) Well, it wasn't as great as the first time I went when I spent like X amount of money. But I did snap up some pretty decent deals :D

Olive grey/brown (i can never be able to tell you the name of this colour, it's neither brown/olive/grey it's a mixture of all!!) bloomers with pleats and coral drapey shorts from Witchery.

I love em both!! I remember wanting to get the coral ones but it was $49.95 now it's down to 29.95 with 30% off :D $20 shorts anyone? :P And my size, and it's silk, mad love.

Then the bloomers, cause I always wanted a pair of silk shorts that I can wear at waist and the length was ok and it's made from silk also. :D Also 30% off :D:D:D:D

Yalah Witchery was mad, you have to spend $150 to get 20% off, which is possible cause one item already $120 -_-


White lined blazer from Forever New, was reduced and discounted further :D Fated lor =P

Here's a very mengada picture of me wearing it =P With my new way of twisting belts :P


Can I get a "Room Service Please?" haha name of my headband from Alannah Hill. Sorry I cannot tear myself away from the headbands in AH, they're all so pretty...

Baby made out from navy silk and turquoise grosgrain with diamante appliques. :) So pretty. I think I wanna get the other colour as well *heart*


ignore my regrowth and see how pretty it is and how silky my hair is :D (Schwarzkopf ftw)


reason why you visit me (and cause my arm looks thin here =3)


nude ballet flats from Country Road. I am sick of buying cheapo polyester flats from Cotton On (though I bought a pair that day shared with Rach ;P) so I paid a little bit more (actually enough to get a few pairs fml) and this is me new favourite!! Sorry Tony Bianco, you gave me way too many blisters then by giving me support when I walk. :P

Best thing?? Real leather baby, my feet don't smell (yet) :P (just you wait haha)

other random buys:
forever new pastel scarf (think might wanna refund this =/)
Cotton On tank tops for only $5!!!
Typo by Cotton On Skull Notebook (yes cotton on now has stationery and house decor! but only in Australia :P)
Mac concealer

Outfit for yesterday. Woke up at 8.40 for a 9am tutorial I am winner.

Long story, dropped my phone on the ground battery pack came out so I had to reset the time. Then I forgotten the fact that my phone is in like 24 hour system. So woke up, checked time, it was 20.38 but sun was still shining I am pretty sure I did not slept the entire day away. Checked time on house phone.

fuck. It's 8.40 am. T_T Brain did not register 20.38 cause just woke up.

So I whipped up this outfit in less than a minute and is very proud. :P And also the outfit that made me sick cause was wearing shorts -_- It was only 16 degrees lor I can do better than that!!


Guess who lost 2 kgs :D Yeay the running did help =DDDD


twisted belt I like :)

tank top with pocket: Cotton On ($5!!)
High Waisted Pinstripe shorts: Supre
Tan woven belt: Rubi
Shoes: Country Road
Exposed bra optional, but if you want to fall sick please wear something loose enough to show your bra wtf I guess that is how I fell sick -.-

Haven't been accessoring much. Haven't been feeling a lot like myself lately. Maybe later.

Now gaga time :)

And yah I hate my mirror I look like some parts of me kena cut off while taking outfits. meh.

Today I'm channeling:

turquoise ring from sportsgirl. finger a(r)mor from ebay. pearl horse shoe necklace from accessorize. tee from dotti.

Selling brand new iPod Touch that I got from buying a Macbook. Click here. :)

Falling deep

I pop clarinase into my dry throat, leading me to this sinking feeling.

It dragged me deeper and deeper and deeper. Eyes wide open but in my mind, there's this familiar image of this rubber being pulled and mashed and pulled again, like how you make a dough, but using rubber.

It kept replaying and replaying in my head and the more it plays the worse the migraines get. And then it continued, eyes still wide open, body numbed, not able to feel a single muscle, it dragged me deeper. Unsure of where it's leading me too, it felt endless. I strive to pull myself back up, but the image was disturbing,

It seem somewhat familiar, like a dough rolling onto my face and being kneaded, over and over again. But I'm quite sure that it is not what happen cause my face is not a rolling board.

It's disturbing.


And I'm down with flu. Then Clarinase which was suppose to clear the flu, fucks my mind up.

And this is not a dream or some ghost dragging me to hell. I'm disturbed by the thought of that image, I couldn't even tell how it's like, but I could taste metal/iron (not irony) when I have those images flashing through.


Maybe I'm just unwell.

How is this not perfect?

I love the bags I love the shoes I love the dresses I love the collars with mesh front. All is love. Why, why cant I own miumiu? Mad love.

OH, I'm blogging from my Mac. :) What should I name it?

Stretchmarks

I am in deep shit. =/

p/s: Nothing to do with overspending and things but just my life.

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Called grandmama last night to wish her Happy Birthday with only 5 dollars credit left, it was well worth it. She sounded delighted, like literally her voice brighten when I said Happy Birthday despite the fact that I'm one day late. I felt so good, being able to make her happy. And she was updating me about le familia de horreuer. And I felt very bad when I said goodbye, she sounded she was about to cry. =( Shall call home more often.

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I'm getting a new laptop. And I'm on budget. So I'm getting a Macbook (no, not pro I'm on a budget). Windows have been giving me enough troubles, and apparently my motherboard is screwed, and it'll cost about 500-600 AUD to fix wtf. Not worth at all. Kinda happy and shock and happy and in shock when the technician told me to diagnose the problem and fix will take approximately 7 (hyperventilate already) TO 28 days (I almost screamed)...

So. Mac it is. =D

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Haven't been going out lately, but will post buys from Chaddie VIP sale soon. Still in daze with my buys hee.

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Have been "working out" lately. Plan to run on alternate days. Run as in walk-jog-walk-jog. I'm building up my stamina. I can feel that my stamina is stronger as days go by and it's a good thing :D And have been doing planks to tighten em muscles!!! Did 130 seconds worth of plank and god I am dying. Wrote in seconds cause then it seem longer more pro wtf. :P

My plan? To shed about 5 kgs first then another 5. And I'll do 1 hour cardio on alternate days. But please let me have my food. What, walking is also cardio ok!! Shopping will be in the itinerary wtf :P

I figured reductil ain't doing its job too well but when I'm feeling fat I shall take one haha

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March budget blew BIG TIME. =/

Troubled

My laptop is not charging at all. =( It's like, a human lying on his/her deathbed, and hooked onto all sorts of equipments just to sustain life. And then people around her (yes laptop is a girl wtf) are held in suspense. The wait. The wait that always seemed very long, and usually is so very long. The time spent on waiting for the results, to know, is always long. Not even the most patient person like me can wait.


How?


If you are dying could you at least let me know at least I don't have to wait in anger, in frustration, in sorrow. Making my life so troubled.

And then when it is confirmed, what do I do with you? What am I to do? Do I find a replacement?

And then the question to mac or not to mac? I am seriously considering this matter because windows seem to be giving everyone so much trouble. =/

Solid Truth

I think I am going to crumble. Yet again.

ps: If I don't update for more than few days that's cause my stupid laptop failed on me. Do not worry it's either I get it fixed or I get a new one. It's been causing me a lot of trouble. :(

I see you looking at me.

Chaddie VIP sales today. Well, Chaddie always mean something to me *hearts* I got some pretty awesome stuff which I lovelovelovelovelove.

And the best thing, hot SA at Country Road is laffffffff. *heart* *melt*I don't know how to describe this feeling, but I'm quite sure I wasn't being perasan that he was checking me out. And I saw him looking at me again when he left his shift. Ahh, the wonderful feeling of the moment our eyes met still lingers and it gives me butterflies in the belleh.

haha I'm still high from shopping and I love all my buys. They are all so so so comfy.

Polly in my Pocket

I remember having this exact same Polly Pocket. It has flags on top of the roofs,it's my dream house when I was little. Still is. The tacky lavender brick walls and pink roof, they sure know how to cheat a little girl's feelings. Don't recall what was the reason my mom got this for me but this is the only Polly Pocket that I call it my own. I remember the garage door can be opened by pushing the tree and the left down, and it'll pop open. So much for the 1990s technology. I was pretty damn amused by the garage door, and it still is working!!! (well not sure bout now but I think it still is working!) And I remember at the far right, there's a green house, with see through glass roof, where I used to put the guy and the girl making out (hornay little kid haha) and we used to play these evil mother innocent kid story, where poor Polly will have to sleep at the attic which we assumed haunted. And each time before all us sisters started playing, we'll set a scenario, characters, and we'll go according the flow. And when we want something to happen very suddenly or making assumptions, we'll add "ga ga" (假假) means pretend. Haha how naive.

I miss being a kid. All grumpy when my mom refuse to get me a somerset bay cardigan which is exactly the same as this rich girl in my primary school class, and I threw tantrum and always walk behind all my family members. That's my way of being kecil hati =P And each time I wanted to get something, I'll be staring at it for the longest time till my mom comes to me and look for me, she'll take a look and asked if I'd like to try it. Those were the days when my mom still pays for my shopping. When buying clothes are such luxury, it only come once in a blue moon when she's in absolute great mood, and we'll be treasuring them with all our hearts. I still remember my favourite brand being Somerset Bay, sweet dresses with embroideries and beadings, crotchet cardigans that I would wear to school in the morning cause it was "cold" but was actually itching to take it off cause heat rash were popping out! Nothing beats that feeling of wanting to be cool back in primary school, just to get a little attention from that crush I've got back then. haha. Thought of it, I haven't had that for the longest time. le sigh.


How naive. Still is :P

When Hitler met hamsup lao tiko and french artist.

cross dressing theme house party. I didn't have any idea what to go as, so I decided to draw on moustache, the girls agreed. And I finally wonder why guys shouldn't wear skirts except for kilts, because it is not a pretty sight. lol.

but the party was spent sending Nancy's darling home, and spending almost 2 hours in the cold near the bus loop sharing thoughts. Under clear navy skies with milky way above our heads. :) Funniest thing was cars were driving past us asking if we need a ride haha!!

Where are my fat boys?

Watched Alice in the Wonderland in 3D. Seriously I cannot recall what I watched when I was young (the original Disney cartoon) All I can remember is that Alice shrink damn small and I do not recall the queen nor the mad hatter so yeah this is to let me know what I've missed during my childhood wtf. And then I really like Helena Bonham Carter's character in the movie!!! =DDD She's like super bitch to the max, ME LOIKE!!! hahahaha very funny.

"I love my fat boys. Now leave." HAHAHAHAHAHA


OH and the bunny going I'm late I'm late. :P Well but at least now I have my Mad as a Hatter nail Polish =P


Anyway, totally irrelevant to my objective of this post, the movie was just so so, but I kinda like the effects in 3D =D

I wanted to show you my new loafers. Not sure why but now all I go for is comfort more comfort and more comfort. Things that I think I wouldn't wear it more than twice, I won't get it. And I've been shopping a lot less (oh shit I forgotten my not-yet-check-out basket in Asos shifty eyes)

Nude patent loafers from Tony Bianco, got them on sale.

Thought they look pretty comfy since it's made from real leather and shit, I was soaking wet from the hailstorm that day and decided to change shoes and it gave me blisters. =( It hurt so bad I had to step on the ends to limp. =( And decided to change back to my wet shoes after that, it was that painful. Now when I wear it I'll have to put on bandaids. boo

At 60% off I consider it a super bargain =D

It is by far, the most most most comfortable pair of shoes I ever own!!! Not even Havaianas ok, those are slippers. I love how when I slip my feet inside, the soft leather wraps my feet. I finally understand what Glen meant when he told me he tried on some football shoes and loves how the leather wraps around his feet. I understand!!!! :D

And the best part? They're men's shoes :P:P:P

Too bad they're suede I cannot wear them anytime I want, but I don't mind investing in another pair of black ones because they are THAT comfy!!!! Mad love. Now is to find the outfit to wear em. =P

Sorry but I dunno why but I can carry off the weirdest things on the racks, and these shoes are not exactly the prettiest things but the comfort it brought me... Sold.

I can imagine myself wearing Chloe cupro shorts with folded hems, and like a silk blend top. But I own neither of those fml. T_T

Pure illusion

Mesmerized by the stars at night. So bright, down upon me.

Recently decided to flip around my bed, no thanks to this weird pillar thingy blocking in my already very tiny room, unable to fit the bed to the wall (you know insecure ppl like me needs a wall to lean to) and I can't sleep with my face facing the wardrobe door (pantang shit)

I was so desperate I didn't mind shifting my table and face the room door cause I hated my room. -_- little did I know my table was screwed to the wall and MOUNTED too fml.

I love it now. It's so simple and so pretty. And I got new egyptian cotton sheets (only 400 thread count though cause they don't have higher counts one, either 400 thread count or I pay 300aud wtf) <3 So soft and cuddly now I can sleep well =3




cute hor?


me and Nancy being gay =P can see my wig looking bangs popping wtf


wall decals. KMart FTW!!! The wall decals were only 10 dollars for 3 sheets!! I ran outta places to stick them wtf so I stuck birds on the fairy lights and my wardrobe door and bedside table wtf


HEE, wacky picture of me and the sisters. My backbone for everything. :) *LOVE*


door to Narnia wtf my feet is gonna take its first step to Narnia!! ;D



messy leh. It's perpetually this condition cause I dunno where else I can store. I have hidden pairs of boots and uggs somewhere around wtf Let's play spot the shoe WTF!!! Copy the image then circle with red paint,upload it and comment and email me wtf!!!

And that's theonly luggage I brought with me for the last 2 times I came back how did I manage to fit all these shit in T_T

Cham Ais

All these mixed feelings, all the pain that never heal, all the frustrations.

It all worsens with the workload and all, it's Week 2 already, very soon it'll be all stress and breakouts, breakdowns tears and sorrow. Oh boy, how I hate this feeling.

:)

New loafers. Patent and suede mmmm.

Prolly the last

Very happy with my trip to chaddie the other day before knowing I have to spend half a grand on textbooks. T_T Fucking textbooks so cheebye expensive =((((


Alannah Hill was having some major clearance like 50% off!!! And it was fated for me to have the shorts =P I know it's like gonna be Autumn Winter in Aus like now supposedly but who cares!! :D Rodarte and Chistopher Kane have florals and pastels in their A/W collection so why can't I wear florals!! :D


Bardot top and camel pleat shorts and Forever New. I think I have like a beret from each of their collection. Cause they're so pretty!!!


Sucker for pearls and beaded things. Like my topshop cardi (will tell the story another time =3 )

I think I'm now shopping for things that I'd die in them or like live in them instead of buying trendwhore shit. It's just my method of shopping less.. Who cares about repeating clothes when you know how to dress differently =P



I wanna print fabric of the design on the tissue they have in AH, and like paste them on my wall =D Wallpaper diy wtf


HEE :) SALE LOVE!!! :D


Sorry sucker for diamantes, but I know it wouldn't last cause like few of the buttons from my AH cardis fell off during my trip to Macau. It's their spoilt nature of telling me that they don't like to fly in Airasia wtf (and yes incase you were wondering we sat Airasia to Macau last December)


And I'm high on caffeine!! :D

And then I have to save now no more shopping except for shopping for new room :) cause I just spent freaking 500 bucks on textbooks. 500. FIVEFREAKINGHUNDRED fml