Mouthful of diamonds

Why wouldn't people understand that the world is round not because of you. Things doesn't always evolve around you. You're not Zeus, you're not Jesus, you're not God.

Suck it up will ya?

Should I get out of bed tomorrow?

Look around at small little details around you. It may be the smallest, most random detail that you tend to ignore, but when you start realising small things instead of the big picture, things will start to fall into place and all will be fine.


Should I go back to KL in June?? One of the most fun thing is YJ wants to come back with me! :D

Dreams are a window to the psyche and signpost to the future

Today, Anzac day, it was an off day for me anyway. So me and the housemates decided to wake up at 9 to go for DimSum buffet!! Eat all you can lol I love the egg tarts there, the rest was just okay. Nothing beats Zhuhai's Jin Yue Xuan!!! Nobody, not even top restaurants or hotels!!!

Popped by rooftop bar!! I never knew such a place existed, it was situated on the 6th floor (well the lift brought us max up to 6th floor) and climbed up these exposed staircase where you can see the bottom, and it's just made from fences and it's just scary!!! Railings that can see through to the ground is just eery and creepy I thought I might just fall and die =/ So anyway, nice weather, prolly 23 degrees with sunshine!! LOVE IT!!!

fake grass and beach chairs, one word chillax wtf.


love how the clouds are reflected onto the building windows. :)


love the blue skies above my black regrowth =P


just cause you haven't seen enough of my face. I was really happy today. Till now. :)




random "artwork" at the entrance after the scary stairs.

And then we went to this bookstore. It's my kinda bookstore which sells all sorts of random books, and they have those cute postcards and other interesting shit. I've always wanted to buy books with inspiring philosophical quotes about life love everything. Then I found this small book, which resembles a mini moleskin which says Book of Dreams. I just flipped a few pages over and see somewhat a dictionary like book, with alphabets and vocabularies, with messages underneath. I thought it's a book of dreams that go according to the alphabets so I got it. And little did I know it was actually Fortune Telling: Book of Dreams. A small part of me love fortune telling cause I hate forecasting the future and uncertainties. I want to know what my future is but I'm afraid if I go to a gypsy fortune teller or tarot card teller they'll tell me I'll die tomorrow. =/ I'm a walking contradiction. Often I want to know what would happen. I always read horoscope and zodiacs in hope that the things they mention will happen. (some did really happen, like the horse in tiger year thing)

Then I looked again in the vocabs in the book. I realised often my dreams are black and white. Colours don't come easy neither I remember them well enough if they're painted in colours or just monochrome. And then my dreams are often mundane, like normal life I lead, I hardly remember what I dreamt off. The most significant was this same dream I had for 3 times, it was an eagle, flying in a car park. No idea what it meant but some times things are just so weird. Now that I mention about it, I never realise that dreams can tell so many things about life, I always thought dreaming might mean you're stressed or heaty wtf!

So what did you dream of last night?? :)


Been taking some outfit shots lately. As usual, I don't dress up as fancy when I'm out with my housemates wtf, you may ask why because I get "the look" when I dress the mustard way!!! HAHA Sorry I'm shy like that =p


bustier with side pleats and back zip: Sportsgirl ($7 WIN!!)
velvet bodycon: Topshop
belt: Forever New
shoes not pictured: Tony Bianco

I like my top!!! Not because it's $7 (was on sale for 9.95 and additional 30% off win!) but I love the material (thick denim ish cotton) and also the pleats at the side!! I like! =P

and my beloved belt *heart*

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Share a dream, tell me something. :)

Tomorrow

Tomorrow will be the today that I'll be eating no meat, for the love of my grandpa. :) He was admitted to the hospital last week and me being me, being as helpless as ever, all I can do was pray. Praying that he will be fine and nothing serious will happen. I know miracles do not come by often nor they exist, but when you believe in it, it might someday work some magic upon you.

And then I promised that I'll go on a vegetarian diet for 2 weeks. That is the best I could do. As much as I love my meat, I love my grandpa more, what is 2 weeks of meat as compared to him? If anything *touchwood* happens, I'll donate my organs to them if I'm allowed to. And because I can only offer so much to them for how much I love them, I pray. We're not on some religious topics here, but somehow it gives us this ratification that things will somehow turn out not as bad as you thought it might me, it makes thing less blurry, it makes thing more certain, as if everything will turn out fine. It gives us hope, in hope of a miracle.

But you do know that, someday, something might not be able to be rescued by a mere miracle that you believe in, but at least you did your best. Your prayers may not be answered but at least it gave us that one moment of hope, it gives us that 50% of chance that things might turn out well, instead of being pessimistic about something bad will 100% for sure not turn out well.

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So few days ago, was binging day. Had a massive indonesian meal in the city and belgian waffles at Max Brenners'. Not to mention, I was in this super tight top that is not stretchy fml, and after stuffing in so much food, I almost died from suffocating T_T

I look almost pregnant T_T And sorry was in a hurry I had no time to think what to wear for bottoms, and I didn't wanna look naked with nude shorts on. T_T HEE I love the knotted belt trend going on, it makes me look, less plain =P

and because a picture of me having a sharp jaw don't come very often, or should I say it never happened wtf! don't chu just miss my overly ps-ed face!!??? Actually not much photoshopping lor, just twitch the lighting abit (meaning I slap on too much makeup wtf) heee

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lunch at St Kilda's one fine day when Jing was still in Melbourne. And my ***then*** glorious fake RM 4.90 bangkok aviators which I loved. Then, meaning the side came off due to, I dunno how. It just broke off. Now I'm in search of the perfect pair of aviators. =( The Rayban ones doesn't seem to suit my face well =(


life through rose tinted glasses. Tights from asos.

Messenger

I am in LOVE with this 2 bags. IN LOVE. But to get them both, I'll need to eat, like air, or just eat at my workplace and tapau food enough for one week in the 3 days I'm working. And then stay in the uni and not pay rent and shower in the disabled toilet (possible u know). Proenza Schouler PS1 and Mulberry Alexa. In those exact colours. And yes, if you don't already know I am a sucker for messenger bags. SUCKER, love how I can sling it or just hand carry it on my wrist like a tai tai. I am drooling. I can dream you know.

It's time, meet me on the sunny road.

Guess who got a job!? :P

I realised I have been a very very determined person since, last year? When I said I will do it, I will do it.

Like how I told myself after I get a pair of overpriced Nike running shoes, I'll go running. And I did!!! Every alternate days (well you'll have to see the weather as well =P if it's all rainy and cold then NO! :P)

Then like how I told myself when I went back last summer to Malaysia, I'll get a part-time job to open up opportunities to get a job when I get back to Malaysia, I did, and I actually loved my job (except for the screwed up timetables of working like a full-time instead of a part-timer -_-) And though it wasn't long, only about a month, but I learnt so much. You think working in an accessories store is easy?? You think you're just standing there and don't have to do anything? You're wrong. You and your perception of me only spending my parent's money is wrong. You and your perception of people working in retail industry is easy and low paying and all you're wrong. It is low paying, but the science behind all of it, I've learnt it and I'm glad I did.

And then I told myself how I'd get a job one I'm back in Melbourne, I did!! And I'm happy. Though they do not follow any minimum wage rule thingy, but I am okay with my pay. Enough to make me a happy girl with buys. :) And what I'm working as?? The girl behind an Asian food stall in a food court. Busy, greasy, noisy and busy. AND hot. You think it's easy again for putting food on the plate?? Think again. I have to fit 3 scoops of rice into one 6 inch diameter plate, 2 heaping scoops of chicken and vegetables on top of the 3 scoops of rice, it requires some serious rocket scientist I'm telling ya. And every time I go to work I learn new things!! How cool is that???

And the best part is, what my boss told me about not getting burnt by the hot metal bars (that keeps the food warm) "You must not be afraid of the heat, if you're afraid then you'll get burnt" I thought the saying of if you play with fire then you'll get burnt didn't know this version exist, or maybe he just don't want his stall to be burnt down by me wtf!

And the best thing? The pay that comes with it. :) Thinking of the things I can buy just makes me... HAPPY! :D

That goes to my conclusion, we do grow older everyday and everyday we grow wiser, cause everyday we learn new things, acquire new things (shopping wtf) and from that you gain more.

I can be a Ballerina

Remember the Asos rose ruffles skirt I have??? Might work out something. Ahh no regrets of getting it *heart*

Say hi to Eggs! :D

It never hit me till I check on Facebook and realise it is someone important's birthday today. Time differences, workload, has got the better of me. Not to mention I am PRETTY forgetful when there is no one to remind me about birthdays. :P

To one of my best friend, older sister and part of my backbone. Thank you for the support, the encouragement you always give, advices that always seem to help. Thank you. For all the pain that you've been through that you never deserve, you know I'll always be there, because I am selfless according to you. Because you know my shoulder is the best to lean on whenever you need one. :)

Well looks like we now have similar haircuts just that yours is longer!!! :P


And for the times we spent numerous amount of money on food, late night Pappa Rich moments and Old Town Ice White Milk Tea moments, Coffee Bean Chicago cheesecake and a cuppa ho vanilla for you and earl grey for me, not to mention the infamous teh yin yong nai from yau tak teng.

And for the times I spent hours waiting for you at Yen's (you still owe me!!) never I complained a single time that I was bored because I really wasn't!!!

We share so many things in common and we share the love of ViVi (inferiority complex wtf) and Lena Lena <3 <3 <3 And now that we'd share the love of silk garments and sheer textiles (lingerie wtf) I cannot wait to show you my new and improved wardrobe. :)

Happy Birthday, and remember that you always deserve happiness. And love from everyone. You need not be the one who pleases people by changing yourself because you're perfect in your own way. Like you said, pain makes you stronger, pain makes you grow. We've been through pain and not for long, happiness will find its way to your wardrobe wtf.

just to rub it in. :P

KOUTUREEEEEEEE

last two picture, the model is Irina Funtikova, pure gorgeous. Porcelain skin with those piercing eyes like a purring kitten. Not to mention the pearl head piece is to die for (DIY ANYONE?) And someone please tell me what in the world is Kate Moss wearing, that shiny crystal boot/tights thing, it is absofuckinglutely amazing! I would totally wear the first top if I can find one, and I want to look like the 2nd picture.

all pictures from fashiongonerogue.

Today I am allowed to:

Today I am allowed to be happy. No childish acts of a fool shall sadden me, no words of a rude man shall ruin me.

It is me who has the rights to ruin everything that I have, but for no reason that I should ruin myself. Except for the stupid triangle shaped burnt mark I got from work. I find it rather interesting that, things are slowly forming together, showing signs of something that I should really work on, slowly things are shaping together, just like the burnt mark, it could have been a line or a circle, but it's in a shape of the triangle, of equal sides (but not like EQUAL with sharp edges) weird ey?

Pictures from last Friday, after one hour cardio around Berwick ulu town. My stamina is slowly fading away with the wind, my knees hurt so badly after the run/walk/jog session, maybe it's the path that I walked on, cemented leh, not good for the feet and the knees. Then if not how? Run on the grass ar, so dirty and muddy =/

I can't even tell which are the ones that I edited and the ones I did not!!

The sunset was breathtaking that day. I was gazing into the sun (not knowing the risk of developing cataract and going blind fml) while walking home. And my room faces directly at the sunset view (at a tilted angle of 90 degrees wtf)


I'm in a dilemma, it's like I want winter's day to come so I can pile on trench coats and wear cute little socks, but at the same time I want to linger in just simple pair of shorts and a tank. Then when winter's day arrive I'll be longing for warm summer's breath, but when it is so humid I long for cool breeze that will break my cheeks. If the God of weather is reading, can you please make it on alternate days so I can have an even share of both? Providing I won't fall sick due to the abrupt (no pun intended) weather changes. :P

And today I went for a run again, trying to do it alternate days (missed yesterday's run cause I was so drowsy on Clarinase thanks to the runny nose but I manage to amputate the legs off the nose wtf). Then I felt great. It feels so good to have a good sweat, to have a good sprint, then a short 5 minute walk just to ease my breath, then continue jogging, then short walk. If I'm not mistaken, one of the cars that drove passed me actually shouted "I LOVE YOUR BODY" at me. *shy* Maybe it;s the sloppy tank that concealed the bulging tummy. I sure do know how to accentuate my "beauty" and hide my flaws, just like a tub of concealer. :P Maybe my hardwork did pay off a little =P Till the day I possess my ideal body (*coughflattummycough*) we shall see. :)

BAD GIRL

I have been a very very bad girl. I remember telling myself that I will do a one day vegetarian every week and it's already been April and I have not stuck to any of my non-existent resolutions yet. =(


Got some bad news back home that left me worried sick, plus my runny nose ain't helping a lot either. I hate feeling so helpless I just want to throw out all my savings and just buy a one way ticket home just to make sure everything is fine. I always have thoughts telling myself that whenever I am around, things will surely stand by my side, but now that I'm not at home, things always doesn't seem to be going too well. =( And then I'm left here stranded, not knowing what to do but shed useless tears that wouldn't solve problems. And then when I face a problem here, I had the guts and will to strive to solve the problem, and when it's over, another problem came up. Then I'm stronger once again to face new challenges.


But life is life, I'm left feeling helpless yet again, without the ratification from someone to tell me "everything will be fine, everything is okay". I think, he thought, who confirm? Who can tell me that things will be fine one day? And when will that one day come? Uncertainties. Who can certainly tell me that it's okay to be selfish, it's okay to not care about things?

I hope the brightest hour comes sooner, a new dawn, a new day, just so I can start doing something that may not help but to ease my guilt, serving as a sacrifice for the blessing that I hope I'd get, as uncertain as it gets as I know my prayers are not always answered (in a guan yin ma way) but at least I've done my best, and praying, just to add a confirmation that at least when I tried my best, it'll turn out to be okay. Not perfect, but just okay.

FASHION YAY NAY

Sorry I know I'm like spending future money now but I cannot care less:


FASHION YAY NAY!!!


Despite the fact that I am like broke with an unconfirmed job, I love love love love these. If you know where you've seen it keep quiet cause they're NOT YOUR SIZE. :D

i love this top. I LOVE IT. The lace, the pussy bow cause I'm a wuss (haha inside joke only ppl in my fb will know why wtf) and OMG can you imagine getting lace tanlines just wearing this ahahahahahaah SO PRETTY!!! And the bra problem we'll solve that later. <3


PONY HAIR. PONY HAIR. Repeat with me PONY HAIR. PONY HAIR PONY HAIR ilabfjsbfjsbf D: D: D: I know this is a Rumi rip-off D&Gs, but it is gorgeous as hell, and it's PONY HAIR. PONY HAIR. *melt* How ar, I know I won't wear it often but I can just DISPLAY it on my shoe rack mad love. :D

They both come up to QUITE a big amount, more the shoes and the shipping, but OMG. It'll be SO WORTH IT cause it's (a) lace (b) pussy bow (c) PONY HAIR (d) PONY HAIR (e) repeat (c) and (d) sorry I am obsessed. I don't own a horse/pony so I wanna own the skin/hair I'm psychotic.


HOW????????????? YAY NAY???????????

Cross your heart

After standing in a ridiculous coral polo tee that is worn by god knows who also known as a "uniform" and burnt myself twice on the right hand and scooping numerous scoops of fried rice later, I think I'm hired? Or am I just getting exploited by some stupid chinaman? =/ Cause he asked me to go to work next week and his wife will discuss about they pay. What about my "try out"?? =/ HOW i'm confused.

Kinda fun working in a food court at the busiest hour!! :D You never know till you try, I think I'm like the lowest form in my family to do all this "jobs" but what do you know??? You will never understand the form of these kinda jobs till you have "hands on" experience.

Please pray for me again that I am not getting exploited, I need money.

And I wanna get a tattoo.


Something meaningful and small. I have always wanted to get a star on my ankle then now I changed my mind, I want it to be on my feet. I'll get a phrase at the side and a heart on somewhere near my ankle at the side front nevermind if you do not get it as long as I know where I want it then it is all good. :)

And this is one very cute tattoo, I want too. :)

I was thinking getting on my pinky, with a bow I draw it myself, it makes more meaning, cause, I love bows, and it has a special status in my heart, I wanna make it like a ring, wrapped around my finger, just that it'll not be wrapped in grosgrain or satin ribbons, but wrapped with ink, forever. :) Screw the fact that it'll be all ugly when I age but live the moment I say. :)

Ahh, I dunno whenever I experience pain, I want to do something that makes the pain feel less painful, I will do something that will ease the pain, and the only way to do it, is to experience something more painful then I'll grow stronger. :) I think the last time I did this was when SPM results were out and I was kinda heartbroken what my mom told me so I went to get my helix pierced. Not as painful as I thought and I didn't go blind but it felt better. It was short, fast, slightly painful. I have a sick mind you see. :P Maybe this time something greater perhaps?


Xyzal and caffeine makes you go mad I tell you, worse than sibutramine. lol.

Fishbones are meant to be tied

UPDATE:

Please pray for me that tomorrow's trial will be good, I don't care the job is unglam and shit but I need a job!!! To pay off my ridiculous spendings!!! =/ And also PRAY HARD for me that the pay will be roughly around the so called "minimum wage" seeing that it's rather dodgy wtf

Will update about it later if it's successful :)


Are you aware that nowadays, all the fashion blogs and whoever have been talking about braids and more braids and more braids I even wanna braid my brows if I have the chance to grow it out wtf

Then I found that, the infamous fishtail braid isn't exactly THAT HARD after watching this american girl with French accent on Youtube braiding while reading a book or checking herself out in the mirror by looking down(!!!!) or just staring off space. Is she PRO or what!?

And then the American Girl with French Accent (let's call her AGFA wtf) said it's good for those with layered hair *DINGDING plus point for me cause my hair is sorta layered (by myself) so I tried! :D



FAIL (pardon my tired face it was like 11pm at night and I'm up doing nothing but braiding my hair hence the worn out makeup and tired fat face boo)


Half of my hair fell out from my braid -_- So much for good for layered cuts cause it wraps the hair in D: D: D: the horror

Then second attempt :)


I wish I had more patience in sectioning the hair into smaller parts instead of big chunks of hair lolllllll BUT not bad eh? :P Sorry la hair very short -.-

Excuse myself while I go attempt another fish braid :P

The Turmoil of Awakenings

A Happy Birthday to me, to you and everyone else.

Today I am one day older and as you grow older, you grow wiser. And you wonder why the wiseman is always older.

You see things more clearly, the veil unlifts itself and reveal a clearer vision, the vision of truth, betrayal, sadness, happiness, anger, merriness, and all the emotions in the world. You can't just be like Heath Ledger and escape to the Mars when things goes downhill and see the world as a speckle. You cannot run away from fear, tears, pain. But then when things seem to be so small you just can't be bothered and you don't think about it anymore.

And I think, life is a veil. Certain times when you wished not to be seen, you pull it down, hide away from everything and everything. People can only take a peek through the tiny weave holes and they will have to figure out. Then there are the times when they will lift up your veil at the most unexpected times, living you in shock, in horror and you quickly pull your veil down. But by then everyone has seem everything, your fear, your thoughts your everything. It can be metaphorically said that it's like living in a nutshell or a closet with closed doors. And then some times you might want to see things more clearly and you wear this thin veil, made from the finest lace, so thin you can see through everything.

At this point of life, just let me live under this veil of darkness, made from black solid linen that I wish no one could see through nor me seeing anything out from it.

This post reflects my life metaphorically, sorta.

Throw Monroe

I have been thinking of...

Getting piercings and... I'm still young and it wouldn't hurt to get piercings before I get too serious and work and other shit.


Should I get a Monroe piercing? Or a tongue piercing?


Here's a picture of me, without any piercings lol. I dunno, something about the Monroe piercing screams SEXAY I know I am no where near "sexy" but I find it, interesting. I'd like one too, sorry I'm sorta a try-hard slash adventurous person I wanna try everything in life like murder someone or feed someone a used pad wtf I am sick like that.

So anyway my picture from Manly Beach, love the sunlight, it was so bright I could barely see hence the squint :P



piercing yay nay?

I know both will hurt like fuck and will bleed like shit and a waste of money and I will regret someday but then it's FUN!!!! I like fun things I'm a Sagittarian yo I am adventurous in nature :D

WANT A BABY!!!!

It must be the hormones (confirmed lol) and I want a baby now. But erm, only for me to play and I cannot his/her education funds in the future NOW wtf, not in the future cause I am quite sure I'll be working and earning money and living a good life *optimistic*

I see babies everywhere and they are all so cute (sorry only angmoh babies) and they love me I tell you :P Last last Friday before Sydney I was at Springvale eating dimsum and this little boy came to our table (jing was in the toilet) and he wanted to reach for this card but there was soy sauce plate so I moved the soy sauce plate and then he hid himself behind the pillar next to the table. *CUTE* Then we were "peek-a-boo"-ing for like few minutes until the father cannot take it and carried him away. :P Then he waved bye to me when he left, SO SWEET and this is an Asian kid =P And I think they're from Malaysia cause of the slang :P:P:P


Then there's THIS baby girl. Melt**



grumpehhhh cause she has no pizza!!



yeay i hassa buffalo mozzarella :D

Then she was playing with food and all and happily throwing it to the pigeon and to her grandma hahahahahaha and she slowly looked at the pigeon walking under her babychair and continued to smile at me. :P Then she waved her bottle at me and I gave her a toast wtf

how. I think I need to go sperm bank now wtf.



then she flirt with me by pulling her skirt and her dad trying to cover. When I was little whenever any of us does this in public, my mom will go like "aiyo shame shame" haha I wanted to tell her that =P And she waved bye to me *melt*

still want a baby.

Sorry but I don't get why all my sisters' friends say I would be a good mother?? :P

From dusk to dawn

Somedays, when mornings are bright and sunshiney, the sky is always in this gorgeous hue of pink. Same goes to sunsets, everyday ends with a different hue, I love it when it's shades of blues and oranges and red, slightly confused but pretty nevertheless.

And then I'm talking about colours, Lemme show you my new favourite colour. No points guessing what is it :P:P:P



Recent purchases that I looooooooooooooooooooooooove and WILL be wearing a lot (not all of them but most of them :P)

Been on some crazy crazy crazy Forever New spree lately and they're not exactly the cheapest thing in the world but all hail DFO! :D Got a jewelled clutch for 5 bucks and balance up the average with some skirts and dresses =P Then there was this spend 100 bucks and get 30 bucks off thingy which I got 2 in 2 days :D No thanks to the existence of the evil sister who influence people to buy things T_T Hate it when shops come out with these schemes to make us spend moe no wonder Aussie dollars are still going strong and stronger fml.

digital print chrysanthemum full skirt!! Feels like silk but is actually polyester fml T_T But love it!!!

the sold-out but I found it velvet stripey mesh poofy skirt from random store at Sydney!! You know they have those stores that carries few brands in a store, yeah. Got it there and is love :D Fated I tell you :P

Rosey posey my lovely, skirt from Asos. :) Last piece last colour last size which is MY SIZE :D Friends were giving me THE look when I took it out from the package and asked what is this. I said " It's a skirt!!!" O_o hahahahahaha Only some people can appreciate this :)

pleat-a-treat top omg I am in LOVE! I tried it on for like twice and everytime I walk into Forever New I'll be stroking it and try it on but will not be satisfied then I went back again it was sold out T_T Saw this in Bondi Junction back in Sydney and I took a size 10 and tried it on and loved it. Never again will I let you off my hands wtfwtf!! Love the pleats, love the frills at the arms, It's chat tight at the tummy area but I just had 17 course DimSum :P:P *excuses*

Cape!!!!! I've been lusting over since last year's winter and regret not buying it and is not happy. Fuck that shit that says never regret because at point in life you thought you were right shit, I regretted not getting it k! But yeah now I have 30 bucks off I'm happy. :D It's so warm!!!! And I can slot my hands in front there's a pocket!!! :D And I love the little bow chain thingy at the tag there. YALAH I know I'm wearing a size 12 SO!!??? Big deal bitch.

Trench, or the brits call it mac? Is it?? Anyway yeah it's cheap so I needed a trench so yes. Cannot afford Burberry Prorsom twisted knotted one I buy cheapo one. And it's soft so I like :D

CHEAP MONDAYS!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D Posed it like how I jumped on Manly Beach cause I'm happy like that. :D




I went into 5 different General Pants store in the SAME DAY and checked different stores if they still have my size and then voila, I got mine. :) I was suppose to meet yingxin and I suggested Oxford St cause they have it in my size and I needed to go there!!! And then I tried it on it was DAMN LAN TIGHT hahahahahahahaha yeah lan tight and I got it cause I LOVE IT!!! :D It's like such a bitchy jeans I can go like I just spent X amount on this pair of patchwork jeans to show I'm poor wtf.

Yah there's more but erm... THAT IS FOR ANOTHER POST :D:D:D:D:DD:D:D:D I'm so happy just stroking my clothes. NOMMMMM they're so good I can eat them. ok not I won't eat them I'll love my clothes and hug them to sleep *melt* I'm going slightly insane. :P