Hmm....Actually nothing much now...Just that i have nothing better to do go play feelings game only at my bloggie...Just that these days i feel like all my friends like dumping me like that...Meng yean always go tugas then always left me alone during recess...cause you know...mei lan always didn't come...And one thing that always bothers me is that when someone tell me that thing that he/she dun like then I'll also got influence....Like when u say u dun like me then I will also dun like you those kind of person...
So last time i dunno how mei lan got to know it first....that meng yean never ever treat a person as best friend..only good friend...So now that makes me not too clase to her and she make me dun treat her as my best friend and i ended up always going to the library and starve myself to death until 2 afternoon only i eat...Thats dan unhealthy that my body will absorb more fat from my accumulated fats...so its like dang!But I always bersyukur that yinky is always by my side...bersyukur is malay word that means something like thanks to the God...
Erm...I duno why i always say i hate my mom cause she always dun care bout me and stuff....But somehow when thuis morning I cant sleep i was thinking that one day when she dies...I was crying....not like BOOHOOHOO...but got tears....And i realise I love her very very much...DUH...she's my mom...
Just just I'm screwig my life up these days....dunno what to do...Say wanna tell didn't go tell...Isn't that stupid...?I say I'm lonely and LOL and I'm still sitting here doing nothing...I'm quite sure if..i mean if we're together...i can help in his tudies...hell???4 marks for Add Maths is so not good...and 4o plus for english??that's a no no...Maybe he's too bad for me...Actually not that I mind having a chinese ah beng for bf but still...at least get some better grades...Yeah...okok...made my mind...continue liking but I won't tell...And i'll regret for my life again...this will be the second time...
Haha...I just learnt damn fucking bad word... KNNBCCB...from xiaxue.blogspot.com cause she's a fucking rude person...so i learn it from her....you know what does that stands for?? Kan ni na bei chao chi bai....Sorry...It's really rude i know but its kinda nice shouting that out when you're feeling sad or sorrow or happy or stressed...like that... KAN NI NA BEI CHAO CHI BAI!!!!!
Oops..I hope my mom's not up yet if not she's so gonna kill me for shouting that...But of course when you'r shouting that please get a pillow and cover your face and shout...like that the olume will minus until 50 percent of you actual voice...your actual voice as in your normal talking voice...AHHH.....!!!!!!!
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