Hey...101 equals to 101 dalmations...Who like that movie??*raises hands*Right....it seems that my photo aint so appeling to you people...fine...I'll sto posting photos unless it really brings alot of meaning...Keep track on my blog and see whether you'll find the person...muahahahah!just kidding...I won't be so cruel stealing people's picture fro the web and opst it here...that's a crime...it's copyrighted and you can't just take the photo without permission unless i ask to have the phot...haha...I'm crapping again!
And ish...all the singapore friends I know are forgtting me now...I added them in friendster and they did not add me back...Oh yah...you people can see me through my friendster... just search for ridiculousmonkey@hotmail.com thats me...you know why I created this email add? Cause I'm a monkey cause I'm very hairy like a monkey and I'm ridiculous so i just make it ridiculousmonkey...feel free to add me??just add...I will add you cause I'm desperate for friends...darn lonely these days cause It's a holiday but it's suppose to be a study holiday....I'm having my exams next week...Tuesday i have chinese...
My mom might cancel my tuition cause she say it didn't help me though i have tuitions cause my results havent been improving...might as well stop it and let my sis have the time to get better results...That was according to my sister who has the same teacher as me...
Oh and when i was surfing in friendster a week ago...i found my english teacher who ws teaching 3 F as a trainee teacher and I remember my last day of school was her test where the vice principal ms chiew and ms kodi the english head went to 3F and check on her and see how she teach and uh oh...ms kodi found students doing their chinese homework and yadda yadda yadda...Like i care....
And i just swam pass an account with a Cheelin photo...taiwan's most appeling sex goddess that every man votes her to have sex with...who's voice is so eeekksss...he's so slutty....She's wearig this white backless dress and ish...she's just a slut that she keeps inside her...she actually went for some "make my breast bigger" treatment to get her breasts bigger and her boobs look so fake!It looks like those awful plastic surgeries...it doesn't look real at all...hello man out there...open your eyes!!!
Oof...I've always been waiting for miracles to happen and it happened that miracles don't happen to me...Everytime i hope that when I open my inbox I'll see "the letter" from "the person" but everytime when i open my inbox...my dreams shatters....it really hurts...Everytime when someone walk pass my class i hope that the person is "the one" but it turned out to be some other ugly freaks but not "The One"...it really really hurts me alot...my heart really teared apart and just slash....no more...
haha...now everyone knows that lanny ranaway from home(f.i.y lanny is mei lan)...Now everyone know it...everyone will be asking her questions when she come back...I remember after she have her problems she say she will be running away cause she don't like the place she is and she say she'll be going to her aunt's place one day, anther aunt's place the next day and another aunt's place another day and keep repeating the schedule until she can finally go back to normal...Just hope that i won't see news about mei lan got killed...If i see it I will follow her and die too...I cant accept all these things happenning to me...And choi choi choi...its a chinese kinda way to say so that the thing won't come true..dunno what is it but every chinese believes that...
And ahh...I just hate it..why must our lives be so fragile??How i wish my family and friends can stay with me until the day i die...i'm sure people will think like that too because humans are selfish...Don't you want your husband or wife oryour life of your life to stay with you until the last second of your life? I want but duh...everyone here knows that i dun have a love of my life...I have but I'm not the love of his life...yeah...dun care...
Sighs* just look through my testimonials and I missed all my friends in singapore so much...Of course...I miss ying xin too...We havent been seeing each other for 3 years man...3 years are like 1000 plus days...Its alot...3 years can make me from a thin person to a fat one...or from a flawless face to a pi pley and dark face and return to flawless face...Its a very very very very long time... As an ending...I jst wanna make a shout out to my friends and ying xin that
I LOVE YA'LL
And sorry for the sudden change of font...I dunno what i did and made it like this...so sorry!
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