Post 115: Muahaha....ignore me again...

To sin...I ask you all to ignore me cause I'm not suppose to be online...Im having exams right now...and gosh...I'm darn sneaky...

Talking about exams...I had a really hard time yesterday night studying my chemistry....jean said it right during tuition... No matter how i study or how hard i study....I still wont get great results... So yesterday night i was very pissed off cause i really dont understand a damn single thing about this stupid chapter...and dang....I started to cry...cause i cant understand the chapter...erm...i mean the whole book....So i cry cry cry....luckily no one's at home...So after that i decided to screw the whole paper cause i dont like that subject and i thought of just passing up the paper blank...I wanted to tell my parents that i wanna drop chemistry...i wanna have their permission that if school dont let me drop i just dont go to the exam.....cause i am kinda sure that i wont get great grades for chemistry...And it's really crappy that i actually cried for that stupid chapter...And i know that my menstrual is coming....PMS...i have serious PMSes when I'm about to have so please dont mind...

And tadaa....time realy flies...it feels just like yesterday when i was crying and stuff....Then now i finished my most worst subject-----Chemistry...And tomorrow is my add maths...And just now we went to get tips from teacher for Physics...I just sampat go ask teacher hows our add maths and she say i didnt do well....And i have to work hard for my paper 2....Oh My God...Now I have all the tips i can study at home hardly tomorrow to get good results for my results...i do hope i can have good results...And today my chem paper was kinda easy...for the first time i know how to do ALL the questions....wow...thats kinda a miracle...After all the bad times of crying I actually know how to answer...And my very first time doing Paper 3...it was easy like halp a piece of cake....Not even a piece of cake man...or i should say a quarter piece....haha...

The experiment part ask us to do about naftalena....and It was sooooo easy....But of course teacher have to be considerate cause this is our very very first time doing our paper 3...so called "virgin" in doing it...haha....not sex...paper3! Don't get confused...

My oh my...I have to get 36 and above correct out of 40 questions for my modern maths paper1 cause i only got 72 over 100 for my paper 2...So i have to get at least 36 to get and A1! Hope i can do the questions and get...Even if i get all correct I will only have like 79...so so so unfair...haha...but i got same marks as meng yean...So if i lucky i will get higher than her...see i so bad...always compare marks with people...I seem to be jealous(oh yes i am inside and outside) but actually my heart inside's cursing the person for having better grades than me...Just hope that my "easy" chemistry paper can help me get an A...which is also mission impossible...Its kinda hard...I'm not greedy...Just let me get 60 and above for just once more...Just one more time and i will be happy enough and die happy...

Oh my oh my oh my...I think i'm gonna fail my add maths again....I did not fail in my life except for the mid years one...i got 39 and teacher pass me...So i'm so gonna fail another time again...I have to study moral also....thank goodness this friday is a holiday so can read more and remember more about those bloody moral values...hahahaa...

And i found out that Shaun also have a blog...copy cat....orang ada dia pun ada....means people got he also got...

sighs*gotta blast...2 more days to a free-er life....then next year no more free life..only slave life...I sound like i study for my parents but i do not...I study for myself...So if i did not get any goood results it's my fault...There's no one for me to blame...And lallalalaaa....die die die....i wanna be fashiondesigner.....Oh yeah...will show ya guys me creation when i finish my exams...then i can draw more and more to let people out there to see my art work...haha!