I'm very very sick with the blog post countings nowadays and I'm stopping it from this post on...I can't stand it anymore...it just makes me so pathetic and i don't like it...And in real person...I'm also a pathetic person...I know you feel the same as I do..But i couldn't care much...
I hate myself...I hate myself so much that i cant say I love myself anymore...Imagine how bad it is...Cause I feel so ugly anytime i go out or whatever thing i'm doing..I feel so depress that whatever I do is wrong..You're right...What I'm feeling now is that...This body of mine doesn't actually belong to myself...That's why I hate it so much...But what can I do?This is what I'm gonna stick to for the rest of my life...I have to bear wih the ugliness...
I'm not trying to get compliments right here...I'm just saying what I want to say...So that i won't feel so depress...This is the main function for a Blog..A blog is for people to express their feelings so that those bad or good things that happened to them won't be capture in themselves and make them even more depress or sad...So that is why I'm writing something here...
And today, I found one good way to make myself feel more confident and feel not so ugly...I looked at the mirror and do what I want. Despite of my sister giving me that WTF look, I just play with my hair, do weird expressions like as if I'm a retard. Comb my hair and play with it...while its still wet and beieve it or not, the longer you play with your hair, the faster it dries up...Not as in dry like broom stick or bush, but as in your hair not wet...And i came up with quite a number of new hairstyles for my GNO with my sisters...
GNO = Girl's Night Out
I know you're now giving me that what the f*** look but i like to play makeover...you're giving me that look again...Mine is not those darn formal makeover, but just change a new hairstyle without cutting it or snipping it off my scalp. ut just twist here and tie there. Its my pastime...I spent half an hour standing in front of the mirror playing with my hair ONLY.
And another ten minutes squeezing my zits - one of the most hated thing on my face.(and i'm using an ugly colour to bold it for you to show how much I hate zits)
Not like what Lindsay Lohan saying in Freaky Friday,"You're ruinning my life!!" Instead, I'm saying
"I'm ruinning my life!!"(with an ugly colout bolding it)
And now, I would like to end my post with something quite true, so read it:
Among ten male, nine will agree that they start to masturbate after they turn 12 years old. And the tenth one is lying to you.
True isn't it?
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