Post 140: I'm again freaked out...WHY SO LONG??

Post 140: I'm again freaked out...WHY SO LONG??

Oh hey there people...How's life going on??Mine?? My life's great...I'm damn happy cause....I finally get to buy my facial products today!!! Isn't that great??My face almost dropped out cause I havent been putting my anti imperfection moisturizer for 6 freaking days...So my face now is full of pimples and scars and pores...I was supposed to have healthy and clear skin in 28 days...And my mom didn't bring us to buy so now I stoppped at 20 days and My face got better abit and now worst...I hate it when my face goes...*plang**drops on the floor*

I'm once again...FREAKED OUT cause i wonder...why suddenly i got so many posts already??it's like 140...my oh my...hundred and fourty...I presume 2 more years i might have a thousand...And because I love this name MustardQueen..I might use it for other reasons...I'm crapping..I don't know what am i talking...RIGHT...

Am i really that dark??Cause that day when we're at Sasa...i tried L'oreal's True Match foundation...Darkest shade...I gotta put it on my hands first...Then only i put it on my face..And...when me and yin in Mcdonald's that time...i realise that my habd and the foundtion shade is like...more than 10 shades...My hand is 10 shades lighter...And I'm like WTF??What's wrong with me??Am i really that dark??Am i??Am i??But though i'm dark...I like my sister's Christian Dior's SkinFluid...Nicer to use...It's thicker plus it makes me look flawless and fairer...plus...a hint of blush...I will look perfect...haha...

And the worst thing is...I'm that dark that...the salesgirl actually ask me to buy this bloody Whitening Mask from Kanebo...Hmphh*..Bad service...Bad service...i can sense her "You are so dark...you need some cander causing whitening priducts" look...And...*urghhh*...Not fair not fair not fair...I WANT FAIR SKIN!!!

Oh by the way...I'm going to Singapore...Might run 12 floors a day...So help me Jia You..Add Oil...hahahaha...And yin...I can't even afford to buy myself a barbie doll you summore want me to help you buy Dolfie...Can i can help you buy...Gimme MOney first when i help you buy lor...Cause i only buy more affordable things as present...Like those Louis Vuitton bag price those things...You can ask my mother first...Don't ask me...Cause i can't even afford a LV bag...My mom can...Oh...i forgotten...I Do can afford a LV bag...A fake one la...So if you want me to buy you Dolfie...Can...i buy you fake one...haha

And i don't know what's the place name...What Domura??Whatever...

Actually...think abit...I actually wanna go work...But..as if shops will hire a fat person like me...Only people as thin as Nanzi or Xuewei they all only the will hire la...Like me...Don't even think about it...don't say dream...WAIT...maybe can...cuse Farah Zany Lynn also got hired...She's working In Vault...But wait...she's only 15 this year...hmm...why ah??Oh...i thought of a reason why i cant work...I'm not even 15 yet...though i look more than 17...haha...Not as bad as meng Yean la...people actually ask her..."eh you alone ah??Your husband leh??"
Dman kua jiong right??Husband...I also don't have la...

I very admire the Pink blog...www.trent.blogspot.com The things he had there very funny...And he got alot of advertisers also...That's the power of being famous...*sighs*dont care...