201 posts...SO WHAT??

Hahahah...celebration finally over...

201 posts now...Like the hell i care..??

Today...was a fine day...I was kinda in a good mood till I met up with my mom in MNG

MNG's having a freaking sale...It's damn freaking hot there...Anyone with a weak heart or asthma must not approach that horrible place...It's horrible when there's a sale and happen to be a shop that all Malaysian women loves...Never ever approach...Especially autumn /winter season...Cause they have alot of knitted clothing...

And so...I tried this quite nice military jacket...50 freaking percent off...it was 230 before and 110 after discount...Freaking cheap....and it looks classy though...with a ribbon tied in front or something...it just tend to be a belt there and it's kinda find that colour and most importantly...MY SIZE!!

It's fucking hard to find a size that actually fits me and for goodness sake!!!WHY CAN'T YOU JUST BUY ME THAT??? WHY???

EVERYTHING YOU SAID IS JUST LIKE YOU'RE HATING ME!!!What you said is just like what you talked to a person that you really really hate!!

and it hurts...

I almost cried there...

But not BOOHOOHOOHOOHOO those kinda cry...just have tears in my eye...which is gonna fall out very very soon....which i hated it most...Cause I like it when my tears can flow out as if it's rainning cats and dogs...

And fine...Thank goodness me amour de husband is free to actually reply my messages...If not I WILL DIE THERE!!!

And I had the most sinful drink in my life....except for the chocolate in the chocolate fountain(can't get a cup and take from it though)

Cookies and Cream from Juice Works

It;s actually a whole lot of cocoa powder, with 3 scoops of vanilla ice cream,plus a little bit of low fat milk and oreo cookies...No water added...And voila...A big cup of sinful chocoltate-y cookiefied smoothie...

cookified...I like this word...I created it myself...great.....REAL GREAT...



And talking bout the sale...When I have the money...I WILL GET THAT FUCKING JACKET!!

The reason she didn;t buy that jacket for me...She said..."You won't wear it one..What for you buy??"

Since when I won't wear a bloody jacket?? Since when do i NOT wear anything that i bought??

It's so fucking hard to even buy a shirt for ME...And what say now?? A jacket....A nice and cheap and classy and cool and pretty and beautiful and a PERFECT JACKET!!

You say...since when do I NOT wear the clothes I bought??

How much do I cherish my clothes you know???

And you know what??

I just wanna tell her this

" BITCH, I DON'T WANNA GO TO SINGAPORE"

And I shall leave this house...

Say only ma...I always wanted to rebel but since when do I succeed?? I then will guai guai sit there on the bus and leave the singapore...Believe??

But I really really wanna tell that I don't wanna go...

I hate relatives...I really really hate it when I see them...

What will they say??? Hurtful things...

What will they think?? I got fatter AGAIN...

What will they do?? Gossip about Evelyn's daughter...Why other daughters so thin and that one so fat...so big...AND SO UGLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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