I know why...I finally know why....

Good morning...Rise and shine...

Heylo people of the world...I had the best tears last night...Cause it was just so great...Erm...right....screw the person sleeping beside me...what? Who?? My sister la...You thought what??I lose my virginity due to some one night stand?? NO!! I where got so cincai one...At least find someone as hot as Takshi ok...then you talk to me...

Just kidding... XD

Alright...Dunno why..these days I like this emo... XD XD XD XD

haha!!

Basically...Anything la...I don't care anyways...

So this year has been a really really bad bad bad year...It's like pressure from EVERYWHERE!! Every single corner of my life is giving me tons of pressure...And soon, I'll be as flat as a piece of paper...Cause you know....PHYSICS!!

And I finally know what is giving me THAT pressure...I've finally realised that Looks does come first then only your heart...Who will go read your heart only look at you face one right? So yah...Aren't those CLEO editors or writers stupid?? They always have those you give question I answer those kinda thing, then I read one, It was about the girl is like 19 years old, then she's big size...And the answer says, your inner walys comes first, not your physical appearance...Soon your another half will get touched by your inner beauty...bla bla bla...BLEAH!!!

Who cares??

And I finally know why I felt the pressure so strongly this year...And this time of the year...It was the body fat issue that gives me that big pressure...And I finally know what's he reason... It is because of this person and the friend...Who's making my life so miserable...It is becaue of them...MY LIFE IS RUINED!

How I wisht hey could just go die and die and die and die...and JUST GET THE HELL OUTTA MY LIFE!!!

And I hate them....That's a fact that you can't change...

And Because of them...I've finaly realised that i am really really ugly...And thanks to them I ALWAYS WANTED TO KILL MYSELF!!

And yesterday...I teared because I felt so heartbroken....Cause I've been so stupid and foolish and bad taste...BECAUSE...because of because...it's because of al the because...So figure it out yourself...

But since now you know that I'm such a bad taste person...You still have time to STOP READING MY BLOG AND LEAVE ME ALONE!!

Please...I beg you...I really need peace...

And I dunno what is wrong with my family...Is it because my bad aura has spilt to every single person in this house?? Cause it's like everyone's bad mood(except chop and daisy)And i really really can't stand it anymore...

My mom...just please pease go seek for help...She's like always bad mood...I meaning ALWAYS means every single second..She's been scolding and scolding...For what??Because My room is messy....Jst get your hands off my room and go pack your room before you scold me...She's been always like that....She say my room's messy, her's like not much better...And she say my room messy, summore go take the plastic bag full of dunno what and throw it on the floor... UUURRGHHHHHH!!! WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU WOMAN!!????

And she's been influence by us these days...And she was scolding us and she used the word fucking...or i mean what she said was "fa-king" not fucking...with the ooohm in the word fuck...

Like...these days I also duno what's wrong with the world...My car's wire for the signal lights been cut off...dunno for what...for fuck eh?? And someone seems to wanna steal my Avanza...the family car...Someone stole the keylock at the left hand side seat and dunno for what fucking reason...the car is still here...And all the car's been going to the workshop so often lately... The BMW's shell for the side view mirror kena stole...Then My sister Satria dunno what happen everything spoil...And the Avanza's signal light not working and found out someone cut it off...

And...you know what?? I think someone's made an enemy lately...It couldn;t be me right?? I don't drive...Right...maybe my mom gamble and won someone until so terror that the person must destroy some of our property and use the money to repair..Or maybe my dad was late to work...or maybe I dunno why??

Oh screw my life...I hate my life...

But today could be the best day, today could be the worst day, today could be the last day of your life...

Got that from Chronicles of Life and Death by Good Charlotte...

So appreciate life cause today might be the last day of yur life...