One of the reasons of why I'm pissed with you...One very big one...

It started off that I messaged yin and she didn't reply me and later when i checked...she missed call me...So i called her back using my hp...but the bills arent expensive la...

So she ask me," do you wanna go with me to the new year's eve countdown at 1 Utama on Saturday?"(need not mention saturday cause I know it's a saturday cause it's my mom's birthday and I haven't even bought her a present nor think of what to buy that's why I'm so sure about the day cause I'm panicking what to buy). So I say I can't cause it's my mom's birthday and we're having a celebration at uncle Lawrence's restaurant...to have a feast..a new year's eve feast together with the travelling buddies fom Thailand...A reunion party also...

So I rejected her...and she keep manja me...But i really really cant cause even if i don't have the dinner my parents won't let me out so late...So I keep reject her and she keep manja me....Cause she say she will be lonely(poor darling)...So I asked her"are you sure you will be lonely..?Your classmates will be there what...

And she told me that they asked her to go and also got say meng yean's name and didn't say my name that they wanna invite who to go...

That's the part when I say heart attack(currently on a game of heart attack while talking on the phone..Very dangerous cause Bing and my bro's there and I hit very very hard cause I was pissed)...

Am I really that fat and ugly or hated by all??

WHY THE FUCK ALL OF YOU MUST ALWAYS LEAVE ME OUT OF THE GANG?????

WHAT LIU DA JI ZHA PO??MY FOOT LA...

We WERE supposed to be a gang...

And ended up..."Oh, we have no topic la...don't invite her la..."

And you know why sometimes(or most of the times)I'm so pissed....

And now...don't invite me...Cause I don't want to go to your outtings cause I don't want to go out with you friends...

Yah....friends...

Oh....you can stop being my friend cause I've already used to have no friends...But only a husband...

GO AHEAD....I DON'T GIVE A FUCKING DAMN...












and I'm so dissapointed in you all