So....

Yesterday was the damn sport's day...It wasn't bad at all...When we work together...And once I went for duty, jean there flirting, and others runnig away from the sun...What the heck??I'm there standing under the sun and...I got a tan...Finally...

But a not so successful one...dang!! I wore a watch while I was doing my duty, and ended up, I have this weird stripe(my watch that covers the sun from burning my skin) which is actually my watch, fairer than the other parts of my hand...Damn one right??

And the other hand's quite healthy loiking, just abit black like an indian...And mu face looks like a lobster(in a good way cause I have free blush, and I looked sun-kissed), so red...But by tomorrow, I will look like either an iban or an indian...

And Now...My printer dunno why...cannot print stuff...How am I gonna save it??Must wait for my future computer fixer sister to wake up to help me...Or else I will have to waste money going to pros ther and print which is OH-So Expensive...my gawd...

So yesterday, hmm...sold the drinks, and I tok back some wintermelon tea and chrysanthymum tea or how you spell it, and a carton of mineral water...stupid....Those stupid people don't wanna buy...Summore that jean say"Mineral water sure got people will buy one...Sure finish one..."

What the heck??If finish I won't be carrying back one big box of em...Stupid people do stupid things...Cause she's so stupid....Nyahahahahaa...

I lose my voice...Don't know why, I can't really talk and I have alot of phlegm in my throat...God help me please...

I really dislike her attitude being so...Ask us to do things and she her ownself sitting there doing nothing...Like yesterday when we wanna shift the drinks to the field, she her ownself only take her bloody sandwich stuff there, and me and mei lan take the drinks there....Thanks you Henry for helping us to take the icebox..I will love you for a second...

And...Also thanks to the people who bought the drinks...You know who you are who did not buy....I angry with you for one minute...

And so...Total profit for the prom fund is only like what??Hundred plus only...

Like I said friday was my sister's birthday and, I got so jealous...Cause she can have such good parties by my sisters and I won't be having...Cause everyone says so...My birthday's on the decemver, it's hard for people to gang up and plan...Oh..if you plan to fail, you fail to plan...That's your fault for not even having the heart to PLAN for my birthday...And i know that...My so called Sweet Sixteen Birthday will be a Sour Suckteen Birthday...

I've been going alot of these through all this year and I'm heart borkened...Nothing could heal....Not even if you prove me wrong by having a party for me...The way you treat me is bad enough...Don't do it again please...

Oh...I so hate it...The things I alwayys expect always turn out to be the opposite way...

And...So nice...My sister got a ROXy wallet, A GUESS? bag from my sis and 2 pigs from her another friend...So nice....and the pig is SO CUTE!!I so anna hog that pig...especially the smaller one...

And everything is just so nice...She gets what she's deserved and I don't...I think it's kinda unfair..

I know la....sometimes being the not so pretty one always rugi one la...I can't blame anyone...

I always sound so suicidal but I've never done it cause I always thought that I still have hopes...But hell no...Always the oppoite way...

And I hate my family reads my blog...Cause they might think I'm a psycho or anything...They will always think that I will go jump down from the building and die...I don't know...

I won't hope for anything now la...I already have what I want...Just that I'm poorer than the average, uglier than the average, fatter than the average, dumber than the average,lazier than the average and anything worst than the average...

Obsessed with *BEEP* by Pussycat Dolls and Will.I.Am

I just love that song..Only one only one my hahahahahaha...Funny right??

And that song is actually kinda scandalous...

I *********love********* my charmbracelet...LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE

Even nowadays chop also don't give a damn about me already...SEE....he's so pilih kasih...

I didn't even date chop on Valentine's day...I was sick lying on the bed and I'm sick till now...SO SUCKY!!

I can;t find any song which can fit my mood nowadays...All the songs are just too happy and too scandalous...touching here and there...Whatever...

Can't find a sad sad sad sad sad song that i can cry with...

I JUST WANNA BURST INTO TEARS AND RELEASE ALL MY STRESS....

And I got this shirt which says that

STRESS

is when you woke up you are not in a dream(or something closer to that)

Stress...

I am crapping...

I loe crapping...I just love writing lots and lots of shit in my blog and spam the whole thing and write again...

The only thing to keep me occupied...Not to think about what to worry...Just have to think what should I crap today...

And...I just realised...No guys will ever be with me for more than a week cause...I will keep throwing all my problems until he got no way to persuade me anymore until have to break...And so there goes my love life...This is just a prediction..Not like I've been through or anything...

I wanna go holiday...It's only february and my parents' already grounding me...And my sister started grounded only since June ro later...Unfair...

Am I THAT stupid?

I always hate it when people say anything about my weaknes which I actually am and I really hate that So stop saying anything about my weakness which is about mothers, fathers, friends, boyfriends especially, bio, physics, chem, and other subjects...Which are my weakest stuff??

SO STOP!!!