Sleepy...sleepy, sleepy fairy princess...

I am sleepy...

I am fucking sleepy

I fucking need some sleep...

But I can't have some sleep cause I just can't close my damned eyes and snore...

Sand man did NOT gave me anough sand to sleep...

Maybe I was the last person to give sand on his list...

This is insane, I don't believe sand man's appearance, but yet I'm talking about him...What's wrong??

I have no idea why, I can't really type stuffs now...Is it because I long time no online and cause all this probs??

I have no idea why and I even have no idea why am I spacing every sentence??

Is it neater??

But I don't think so??

It's etting messier and messier and my brain's gonna explode!!!

I have a party to plan, not exactlt plan but, just help out...My sister's turning 21 in 3 more weeks...3 days right after we're back from Japan!! My god...Can't call her twenteen anymore...She's not a teen anymore...She's now free to go all clubs she want..

And...Sorry la if I always reject your invitations to go out, specially for my sisters only, I really really have no money to go out anymore....Like yesterday, I went out the whole day without bringing my wallet out...Damn geng right?? And the best thing about not bringing a wallet out is that you'll never spend a cent...Wondering how I have my lunch?? Sponsored meal by mummy at Kim Gary... The garlic pork chop was....Magnificent....

My god...The succulent puny piece of pork....It's so frigging not enough....

And it's oh-so expensive just to have that tiny puny piece of pork...

Whatever....

This blog...I can feel it...I can even feel it whenever I open the page....Something tells me that it's going down....But it is strong enough...it will stay here forever...

And...I don't know...I feel like running away...run away from everyone if possible...It's kinda a easier way out than to face it...It's kinda hard...I dunno....hard to face that....I failed freaking lots of subjects??

I don't know how to face that...I don't want my parents to know that their daughter is so useless...It's really useless...Maybe they can just give birth to a piece of pork chop marinated with Kim Gary's special formula?? At least they can eat it then to pay extra money for clothes, food and others...For a useless person like me??

I'm trying ya' know....I'm trying very hard...But I judy couldn't get through myself...

Life's getting tougher and tougher than I thought earlier...

I'm not quite sure whether I can still handle it...

Maybe a few days away from this school might free my mind a little?? By seeing the cherry blossoms blossom and pluck some back for jean??

And...Every trip we go since last year's trip to Singapore, we have got allowance to buy the things we want that our parents don't like us to buy... And daddy's giving us 10K yen....its like 400 bucks...Not bad not bad...Didn't expect him to give THAT much...I thought only like 100 bucks...

And guess what?? In conjunction with the trip, we're getting eyelsh extensions!! The person's coming to my house and do!!!

YEAH!!! Then we'll have drop dead gorgeous eyes to blink and be even beautifuller....

I suggested to my mom that the boys(daddy and boi boi) get 3 super long eyelsh at the end of their eyes...Then they'll look so Harajuku-ish...

Kewl...