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Hmm...Lauranne's from Tadika Littlebell too eh?? I'm from there too...And I'm actually same age as her...You don't know?? I may be form 5 but remember?? I skipped a year?? So there're high possibilities that she's the girl who sits next to me...No...the girl who sat next to me was Ai Ling...Irene..Not Ti Ai Ling from our school...Hmmm....It's so weird... Should ask her someday see she knows me anot...

I've heard that someone told me that someone thinks that I'm damn emotional...Anything to do with you?? I emo my fault la...What's with people telling about other people at the back of someone??? I know you may be toooooo good to be a friend of mine...But do I care??

And I really have no idea lor... If you think you're toooo good for me, then just tell me so I will bug off your life...This really annoys me man...This lso brings me to my topic...Of why Jean's closer to me...

1. She talks to me everyday without fail. WHY? I have no one to talk to at home...It's useless...Everyone here is like...Mannequins...They don't talk, they don't make noise...My house is like haunted and I'm the one who's venturing around this haunted house finding for clues of why is it haunted...

2. You all don't talk to me. So i have to talk to her... And we have so fucking lots of things to talk about... Just about baking cookies already can talk for the whole tuition class... WHY?? Because we're interested...And we're planning to open a bakery shop in the future cause the cookies we made are so fucking delicious and fattenning!!!

3. My sisters...Nowadays keep talking about her birthday...No offense, but this is NOT my part so, I can't take charge of anything...Now my dad said that Opera's ckes not nice and stuff and don't wanna pay for the cake...And I just trying to ask what happened during my sis's first time of driving a car...What's her answer?? "Tell you when I'm free..."

And she's always free...She's always free and yet she don't wanna tell me... We don't alk anymore...Sometimes something I found it really gossip-ish, I wanna tell her and she's listening to her fucking stupid ipod and didn't even bother to hear what i wanna say...

The reason, she told me that day while were eating at Kim Gary, confessioning day, she say, Sometimes I'm in my very emo mood, I wanna listen to those very sad songs and think stuff...

It's really right, everyone's tooooooo good for me...Even my dog...They think I'm a nobody...So even choppy doesn't wanna get near me...I have no bloody cooties that will affect you...WHY!!!! WHY MUST YOU ALL TREAT ME LIKE THIS????

I have enough already... Someday if you see in the newspaper, you saw someone jump down or commit suicide, don't be surprise if the person is me...This is like the unknown times I've been talking about... The world made me do this...Everyone's too good for me and so I'm all alone and no one will ever talk to me...

And I won't do it because I still have jean to talk to... At least I still've got her to talk to...

You will never feel guilty...Never...

Everytime I talk about this, I'll be very depress...

And she'll be coming to my house today to bake cookies....Again...fat and delicious cookies...

I'm dying already...DYING!!!