Why I enjoy moments like these...

Ever since God knows when, I haven't been spending time with my family of horrendous people...I know I'm an evil child...

And, I just asked my mom

"Mummy, can I go to a camp during the holidays??" very nicely I asked...
" You know ah, this is a very important year for you, you know? You cannot just play around.."
I kept quiet, it has always been the same situation when i asked her for something, and she'll ask me to study...
"You say, are you prepared anot??"
Kept quiet again. Cause I might kena again if I speak.
" Okay, if you think you're ready, and well prepared and you think you can do it for your exam, then I'll let you go..."
And she blabbed abit of forgotten what, and I just say
"But it's on the holidays..."
"Yes I know it's on the holidays, and you just skipped 4 days from school and you won't catch up one you know..."
*drumrolls* mummy talk again....*drumrolls*

Urghh....I just hate all this situation, when I asked her something and she just can't go straight and say "NO", she just have to take one whole u-turn and another roundabout to reject...

But, this time, she say, if you think you can cope well in school, then I'll let you go....She ask me to think about it, whether or not can I cope with my studies...

Hmm....Let me see, I'm coping really well...and I'm doing good too...

YEAH!!! I can go!!

But everytime I have the feeling that I can GO!!, it will not happen...

That's why...

Soon, maybe after my exam, I will be grounded, and I won't be going out with my sisters for lunch in Kim Gary's anymore...And by tat time, this jia will be out of place, everyone will not talk to anyone, and I'll be all alone in the study room without anyone bugging me except when choppy comes up and scratch is head like a wolf...

And by that time, I'll face one tough challenge, my sis will leave us to downunda, Aussie, and I'll have to stop missing her and keep my head down to study...

And, you just won't understand how I enjoyed those moments, when we can sit down and eat and talk...Cause I don't really have a chance to talk to them. At least the cockroach somewhere in my house can bring me a topic...and started to talk to them...But now, that cockroach had died somewhere else, and it doesn't bring me anymore topics to start a conversation...

THIS is what I called SAD...

The STAR, came to visit my house yesterday, the reporter and the cameraman...I'm so famous right?? What have I done in my life that made me so famous?? Oh shit, I forgotten to promote my blog there too...

Fuck you la....It's about the SMS thingy that they had, they want us to talk about the pros and cons and what we wanna say to our teachers in our past schools... And not the SMS that girls are having, semasa menstrual syndrome, my sis created that cause that time she noticed that she's got this syndrome but dunno what's semasa in english(during lor)...

And so...I, Ze Wei and Shaun, kneeled on the floor for more than 5 minutes looking at the phone, pretend to type messages to out oh-so beloved teachers, and let the camera man to take pictures....it's true that being a model is not easy...And then, it won't be posted in the Stuff In School in NiE paper, but in the MAIN PAPER!!!

Yeah, but I forgotten to ask the lady, when will it be published??

I'm so dumb, of all the questions I asked I didn't ask the important one...

I AM SO DUMB!!!

Yes muthafuckers, I'm dumb