Could it anymore better??
I'm like totally ruinning my life by
(A) Doing fucking loads of layouts for JU and not studying
(B) Listening to my iPod like a motherfucker
(C) Skipping homeworks and extra classes
(D) Being emo for the past 2 weeks
(E) Hating every single person in the world
(F) Hating myself even more
(G) Using the computer alot
(H) Watching It Started With A Kiss and start to think that it's something that is
happening to me right now
(I) Doing masks daily as if my face is as dry as my feet
(J) Not talking to anyone at home
(K) Peeling dead skin of my not-healed pimple and let blood flow
(L) Skipping dinners and starve myself till the next morning recess at 10.25
(M) Trying to breath like a dog to detoxify my breath
(N) Scratching my legs whihc are already half bruised and scabbed
(O) Listening to the saddest songs that i could ever imagine and will start thinking
about things I should not be thinking
Not enough?? You think that is not enough to ruin your life?? try doing that everyday and you might think the same as me!!
I had this really tepat quiz I did from the newspaper on Sunday...Chinese but I shall translate it.
Title: Studies and Love
Question: Mr Fit is pulling a rope really hard. Alot of people were there watching, so you sampat go see see also, BUT, except for pulling the rope, you can't see what is he pulling. So you can only use your imagination and think what is at the other end of the rope
(A) A tree
(B) Another Mr Fit
(C) A car
(D) A few hotties
(E) An elephant
If you choose (A):
NO matter in love or studies, you can concentrate really well. They wou't affect you, in addition, your love and studies will also be really smooth,happy and summore will make you work even harder for your studies. If one of them is not so good, you'll just hide it aside
If you choose (B):
You think that you can split between love and studies really well. But whenever you're out with your guy/girl friends, you'll somehow ignore your studies. You must control the amount of going out with friends and don't let love affect your studies.
If you choose (C):
You concentrte alot on your studies. No obstacles shall block you from studying. You'd rather reject people's offer to study. So, you shall choose a person who won't affect you from studying.
If you choose (D):
You tried really hard to find the balance between love and studies. But when you're busy studying, you'll somehow mengabaikan your love. And while you''re at your studuies, you'll be thinking bout him/her.
If you choose (E) :
You're an emotional person, with love, you do not care about anything around you. Eventhough while you're studying, you'll only think about "what is he/she doing?", "when will we meet the next time?" You'll always make mistakes in your studies, and also losing confidence in doing things.
Sorry la, my translation is not powerful at all la...But what I chose is really really true... Maybe you would like to see the real version one?? You may ask me if you want.
It is another rather boring day with lots of not-so-happy emotional moments. It's still considered as today cause it happened like this morning one plus...
Don't ask me what is it...
But I do have something to say,
One day,
It started with he wanted to date me, and on that day itself, I was really moody and gloomy. I wasn't sure whether is it a prank or what or maybe a whole bunch of people will be there...So he called to confirm that the date is on!
blabla bla...
I hopped into his car and I suggested that we go to some funky places to chill, but somehow...We ended up at this place
My sisters were there too...But not with us...And...errr...we went to see shoes...Something really cute happened...He saw some really cute shoes...Pumps..So he told me that, i wanna buy a new pair of shoes to match the one you wore that day...
-.-
And then, I was asking him, is *THIS* happening...And he took my hand and did not say a word...
BUT
Don't get too excited, we did not do anything...Because...I was only dreaming....Maybe I should call it imagining cause I was like totally controlling whatever that happened...
it's just weird you know??
For you I will
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