*cries*

It's just disheartening to see


How I fail my exams
How I disappoint my dad
How I wasted one whole year (it passed so fast)
How I wasted 20K on education abusing myself
How I fucked up everything this year
How I've turned into this (poor) materialistic person
How I judge people and myself


And also... I just feel like running away from the truth because it always hurts the most by telling the truth...


My parents might get hurt badly...