Fear

Fear is something everyone is afraid.. Hence the name FEAR!!!



Fear... The fear...


I'm afraid of this weakness I have...


That gets me paranoid at times, yet making myself so weak...


It's something everyone need some to gain protection and self defense, yet something everyone do not wish to have to feel safe.


The fear of walking in the streets afraid that we might get raped or robbed and might not ever see anything ever again...


It haunts me...


The fear of getting caught and losing a sense of protection



I'm scared that I might die one day bathing when it's raining with thunder bolt right above my roof



I might get poisoned when I'm eating who knows?? There's always a hidden knife in every single smile we show.



And the fear of drowning when I'm in a pool or something or playing in the sea and Tsunami might strike and I'll get washed away



The fear of not getting the perfect dress and look like a noob for prom!! (Eh eh Jaslene's boobs look big here ngeeehhehehe)



The fear of me looking in people's eyes because they might see something or feel something fishy or... FEAR!


And I'm afraid that this will be one of the last few posts I'll be doing before I rush to the exam hall at frigging 7 in the morning...



And also the fear of not having time spent with my sister to watch ANTM cycle 9... :(






Fuck, Heather's damn strong so far there's no negative comments!!! But knowing ANTM, there will surely be dramas and whatsoever and she'll get sent home at last one la... We'll see... Cause there will never be someone THAT perfect who can stay in the competition for so long...


9 girls remain, who will be eliminated next?



Edit:

And the fear of seeing YiNKy stop blogging/closing down her blog has finally arrived...

Why my dear... WHY!!!


And she even stopped stopping by here already.... T___T

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