Past tense and present tense

You may leave if you're not a words kinda person. Screw you my photobucket died on me and stupid bandwidth exceeded, who's fault!!??


I miss the days when I have to think which dish has no meat when my vegetarian thing is going on.

I miss the days when I binge on rice and potatoes and all carbs not feeling guilty at all not knowing how much calories will it put on me.

I miss talking to my friends without any new 3rd parties crashing in, those days are long gone.

I miss not having to think about the reselling value of the clothes I like that I'd love to purchase it.

I miss those days when I don't even know there is such thing as blog analytics, now everyone compares how many visitors you get, the blogosphere is getting helluva competitive. But I don't care, why should I?? It's your choice to visit or to leave it.

I miss not having to worry about something till my hands shiver and sweat.

I miss those days I was still young and stupid and innocent and naive.

I miss those days when my mom pays me a lump sum of cash every start of the month.

I miss those days when I don't have to depend on foundation and concealer and whatever I put on my face.

I miss the less pimple me.

I miss talking to my sisters.

I miss the thinner me less than X0 kgs (yes it's a secret, it's obvious it's more than 50)

I miss those days when I walk really slow behind my mom in the mall when I'm throwing tantrums and she will come to me and hear me merajuk.

I miss those times when I look at something wanting my mom to get it for me and she comes to me and ask whether or not I wanna get it. Fun.

I miss talking to my twaeji Ervinna about hot Korean boys oh my god.

I miss all my friends back in taylor's.

I miss those days back in Asia Cafe chilling and eating Chicken Katsu Don.

I miss those days when I don't have to worry what I wanna do in my future, because what I am doing now is not what I want to do.

I miss the days there were no fashion faux pas when I was young, no one cares how a little kiddo dress.

I miss how my life was still simple, I don't have to worry about life, love, friends, studies, dogs and everything.

I miss having 2 dogs in my house roaming around.

I miss having family outings to the mall or to KL.

I miss chatting to the sister through MSN.

I miss buying stuffs through catalogues where i send money via Postal Orders and it is so cheap.

I miss Japan and everything about Japan.

I miss the scent on the air plane.

I miss playing games on the air plane.

I miss drinking Heineken.

I miss writing in past tense.

I miss Hoe Hui Ting, the old one. :(


Now in present tense, I wish something would happen to me, so I'd get all the attention in the world I'd want...


I need a break...