Tuesday, September 09, 2008

Haih...


Hmmm....

I had this perfect dream last night... And my dreams tend to come true I better start dreaming I marry a rich loser with good looks and treat me damn good and also dreaming I'm doing sit ups cause I want another of my new year's resolution for 2008 to be fulfilled. =D Oh oh maybe holding ten big bags of branded goodies strolling in Melbourne cause that'd be great cause now I'm damn scared whether or not I'll be able to transfer over.. T_T


Can anyone who's super geng with science or psychology/psychiatry help me and tell me why my dreams tend to come true? I swear it's not Deja vu or anything but it DID really happen T_T Just like today this really familiar scene flash by during Business Law lecture T____T I'm starting to fret right now cause what if I accidentally dreamt of death =(((( Haih I'm sucha sadist la I always damn scared what if what if my room floor will break and i fall to the ground floor (though only 2 storeys but still) cause I'm too heavy T___T Or or when I'm taking bath and suddenly thunder strike and I die T___T or when i'm driving my steering wheel suddenly go outta control and I swerve to the side and die T____T


Damn now that I'm listing out few of my fears I feel so vulnerable T_T =// And right this is not just it I'm sucha coward... And whenever these sorta thoughts come by, like I dream of getting older have sex get married give birth and when I'm old my kids surround me and then I die I wonder where will I go.... As in, I'm this soul trapped in this "flawless" piece of body wtf where will my soul be?? I know my body will be seeing darkness forever but then what will ME, MY soul see?? These are few of my thoughts that I'm really really afraid to look forward to and it always happens when I'm tired... T___T So after that I'll sleep T_T


And right I'm in sucha confused mood right now HOW AM I GONNA APPLY FOR TRANSFER!!??? Why effing monash must make up such weird rules that certain campus can't do double major!!?? ain't chu encouraging we all people to advance with you?? Ancora Imparo wtf whatever it is la sometimes I really wish that I could go on a strike la haih...


There u go I'm in ranty mood read this slowly oh wait too late I've already wrote so much and this is all you can read =/ I will be burying my face into econs shit and you all stay tune la I promise I'll have something good for you guys to participate! =D




Damn I crave for cupcakes now -_- Haih people can you please help me out I love you!! :D


CLICKKKKK~~~~ <3



9 comments:

not drabby said...

jom pergi wondermilk!! aha
i just want inspirations from theree. lalaloooveeee their interior, so geng! geng is cool, rte? or am i wrong *covers face*

Anonymous said...

You can change your major once you come to Melbourne. My friends transfer from Monash Malaysia, wanted to major in both Accounting and Banking and Finance, but this course wasn't offer at Monash Caulfield but they still managed to do that because you can do cross campus study here. Hope this tip is useful.

mustardqueen said...

atqh: YAHHH!! i love their sheet of paper on the serving tray! so pretty =D And i like the almari at the store wtf so random cos inside got clothes hhahaa =D and and haih i miss passionfruit soda there T_T


anonymous: thank u so much!! Yeah i got that info from the admin when they have the talk la... Then i emailed them they say I can do!! There's this special code so I just enrol there la anything I can BLAME THEM!! :P:P but now I'm paranoid.. if i get accepted in Clayton then don't have to stress so much cause clayton offers double major and I wanna go clayton cause more prestigious wtf :P Thank u so much anyway!! Ur the kinda anonymous i love =3

Anonymous said...

Actually Caulfield and Clayton are the same. We take the same subjects just different unit codes. Most of the time, they will only take into consideration if you are from Monash Berwick , Peninsula or Gippsland but to Aussie, Clayton and Caulfield are the same. Good luck!I graduated from Monash Caulfield but stay at Clayton thou. LOL...

mustardqueen said...

anonymous: thank u so muchyy for the info!! I've already dumped in muy application form!! I followed whatever the email the admin sent me so if they dun approve i got prove they show me that! =PP HEEE you're my senior lor means!! =D I wanna go clayton!!! but dunno la see how =D

Anonymous said...

Yes, I am your senior. Make me feel old =( If you happen to come over, then I am just across the road from Monash Clayton. Catch up on that time then, since I know how you look like from all your pictures. LOl...

mustardqueen said...

Anonymous: hahahahaa oh nooo... damn i will feel damn awkward especially ppl coming up to me saying hi i read ur blog =/ hahahah GIMME UR NAME LA DEY!!! -_-

Anonymous said...

Can I have your msn?! Btw, I like your clothes that you sell but too bad I am in Melbourne =( Sigh...

mustardqueen said...

anonymous: smilin_ting @ hotmail.com


yah yah i wanna meet new ppl at least when i go over to melb i know who are you and we can hang!! =D=D=D as long as ur not some... err... weird stalker/ham sap person wtf joking la... =PP yeah i do ship it to melbourne providing u pay the shipping fee as well la, usually about 6 AUD for one package =)