People don't expect too much of an update these days cause your ever "smart" favourite blogger is on a hiatus now, transfer application and final hurdle (they use that term I find it damn funny lor, like turtle hurdle wtf)
And the transfer shit got me thinking...
I cared TOO much... Like WAY WAY too much which I seriously don't have to give two shits...
I admit, i am not the smartest person ever lived (nor the stupidest there ain't no stupid people just lazy ones) and my application was lodged in, and I'm sent to the Berwick campus...
I got a huge shock, stunt for 10 seconds, took a deep breath and got another shock for another long time, yes, Berwick... I will be lodging another application or maybe appeal to go to Caulfield (which is by far, the more reasonable one)
So laugh all you want I admit I did not meet the requirements and I seriously cared what people think about me too much that, I was actually quite shame to tell that I was offered to Berwick, and I was so scared what my dad would think of me, what others would think of me...
But no, I talked to my dad, as long as I'm graduating from monash, that's fine!!! No one would bloody care which campus I went to, or how I would live...
HEY think about I still manage to get to transfer, and live in Melbourne, that's something right? =D
And because this issue got me thinking so much, I really REALLY do care what people think of me too much... I care how my hair looks, I care about how my zits would appear if I wear too much powder, I care what I wear and how I've bloated over the days...
I care too much of the things that I really should just say "fuck it" and go ahead... There are so so so many things that I kept to myself that I didn't wanna let it out cause I wouldn't know what the other party would think of me... Cause I CARE...
But all I need is actually an " it's okay" or an "it'll get through"
If my application won't get through, I just gotta live with it, it will only take me more time to take the tram to the city, and less accessible to most of the people I know =( Oh well, lifee....
I should just care less... but not careless =PP
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
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9 comments:
Hey MQ, dont bother too much about wat others think of u. If u're not doing anythg wrong but they cant accept u for who u are just bcos they dont like your hair or clothes or they judge u based on where u get transfered to etc, then its their problem, not u. Because its YOUR hair, YOUR fashion sense, YOUR future...so fuck them.
And hey, at least u get to transfer. I have friends who got rejected altogether. Cheer up! All the best for finals! =)
ooi perempuan! i told you already what yesterday in the cafeteria! the cert is gonna write monash not berwick or caufield or clayton! hehe. and you are the most fashionable person in monash sunway la even if you have bad days or whatever... ;)
Hi,you dont have to worry so much because you can always transfer to Caulfield after one semester in Berwick. I have friends did the same previously. Furthermore Berwick is also not bad, most of the students know each other very well unlike Caulfield and Clayton. Since I did my Diploma at Monash Clayton and did my degree at Monash Caulfield, I can tell you that, I more prefer smaller campuses. So dont worry so much. Good luck with your final. Excel in your exam to prove that they make the wrong decision by sending you to Berwick but not Clayton.
And in Melbourne no one cares what you do. I used to be super self-conscious of myself in Malaysia. Melbourne is a great experience. :D
gwen: AWWW thank u, ur such a sweetheart, u always comfort me with the best words =DDDD hehe yeah good thing I get to transfer can get away from Malaysia's politics and other shit =PPP
sarah: yeah, afterall i'm still getting a monash degree right?? :P:P haih, bad days good days i wear to hide my sorrows wtf hahaha
anonymous: REALLLYY??? OMG u jst made my day!!! I'm gonna do well and excel k!! And and yeah that's what I plan to do too!! D in berwick and then transfer to caulfield cause I have someone who really wants me to be there with her la hahahaha my companion for classes for the entire this year, cannot live without her hehe but see how la who knows maybe I might prefer berwick at that moment, cause I WILL be going to caulfield to do my finance units, so... Not sure, we'll see how!! Anyway thank you so much for the information!!! At least I don't have to depend on the not-very-attentive marketing department ppl -_-
lin-lynn: hehe, Yeah I let it go, and I'm still in monash, all I have to do is to pass all my subjects with flying colours and I'm good to go!! =)))) And Melbourne here I come =DDD
Yeah, nothing much different between Monash Clayton, Caulfield or Berwick. I am done and I don't feel any different as well. Since you are going to do your finance units at Caulfield, a piece of advice from me is stay at Clayton, it will make your life easier. My graduation is coming up and I don't feel excited. Weird betul =(
anonymous: really ar?? im in berwick leh, means I have to travel quite far to both campuses right??? =/ What are the distances between the campuses and they have intercampus buses right?? and right, how far is Berwick from the city?? I'm so lost I cannot seem to find those info -_- your so helpful =D=D=D
if you stay at clayton, there are free shuttle bus travel from clayton to berwick and caulfield. So is quite convenient thou. I did my degree at Caulfield but I stay at Clayton thou. But the shuttle bus to Berwick is not that many compare to Clayton to Caulfield. From Berwick to Caulfield is about 1 hour by train. Berwick is almost the end of Pakenham line.
From clayton to Berwick is about 30 minutes by train. if you are doing your first 4 units at berwick then you might want to stay on campus at berwick. stay on campus very fun and can get to know more friends =)
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