At least you know there's someone for you

I just finish watching Gossip Girl episode 24 it is AWESOME


The clothes, the people, the parties, the scenes... Can so totally relate to my life... =(



I wish I had the courage to do what I want as the path I'm doing now is not what I wanted, nor what my dad wanted but it's just something we both settled for for the sake of minimising risks or not getting a job... I just have to suck it up when I have problems with my course and other shit, you have no idea how I feel when I was doing the application shit here.


Life here have been good so far, I'm hanging out with great people (mostly from singapore, ok fine all of em, few from Korea and few from Japan). A good mix of people, and everyone always have something to say, cept for one bitter bitch who can't stay away from people's friendship and try to bet how long our friendship will last what is your problem bitch. Go fuck your boyfriend man...


All I can do now is hope that what I'm doing now would really help in what I wanna do in the future, something I wish I would achieve when I'm older... If fate allows... It's one of the moments I'm feeling very homesick (Cause exams are drawing near!!!) and you just wish you could go home as soon as possible. 5 weeks, will come really soon. But in the next 5 weeks there will be lots of studying and homesick moments which will go away very very soon. And the 4 1/2 weeks back home will end very soon too...

I hate the feeling that once I get into Uni time flies too fast. My logic is that we're doing 8 units a year and im so used to the i do 4 units a year thing so it's like 2 years has gone. And i'll only be attending classes for 3 months per semester, = 6 months a year, and 2 weeks exams per sem, meaning I'll be having approximately 5 months holiday a year doing nothing but wasting time...


And the fact that first semester is ending soon, makes me wonder, how fast more could time fly? I don't wanna grow up, I don't wanna leave my family and make decisions about life. And I am quite sure I only have 2 paths that I can go. One, go home, live with the crazy politics back home and work like a dog.


Or just stay here, study a lil more and work here if I could get a job. Meaning I won't have the time to visit home and live all by myself, nothing, no one.


Oh why oh why is life like this.



This episode of GG made me thought so much it's not funny =(((


On a brighter note, saw these tights on the show and I know where to get it and I'm getting it :D




have to solve underwear problem and they label leggings under PANTS how can!!!!!!!!!!


And those leather fingerettes(neh the leather glove thingy cut off at the finger one i just call em fingerettes :P) mmmmmmm I'll be getting my pink ones soon :D:D:D:D:D



Perhaps this is the reason why i privatise this blog, I think I have more freedom toi voice out what I think instead of telling the world i'm sad angry blablablablbalbla just makes me sound so stupid.... mehhhh get back to life tingting