Gees...after a few hours of feeling down and unhappy...I decided that i ignore him forever and continue with my life...which is my lil bloggy....mustardqueen...Actually don't ask me why of all names i don't choose but i choose mustard and why must i add the queen there...people will mistake me that i eat alot of mustard and I'm like the queen of mustard but hey hey...it's just a username and a name for my bloggy...somehow it sounds very nice right??Mustard queen mustard queen....i think its much better than mustard princess or mustard prince or mustard king...oops..ignore the king and prince cause I'm a girl..female...why call myself a man unless I'm like yinky...hahaa...treat herself as kun chan!
Oh yeah...mei Lan still havent got any news yet...its been 2 nights since she last ranaway...she very brave la... as in got the courage to go away frm home...if me..I'll die...I can't live without money as I'm a super duper wasteful person who likes to use money alot of useless things...haha...I'l never runaway....like my tuition teacher say that I'm very well taught cause i have a so called happy family...and for your information, my parents never beat me before... not once in my life...ain't that great....??Yeah...not trying toshow off here but still...All my friends parents are still beating them now...So i'm consider 103 percent lucky cause they don't beat me from young to now....ahh...I feel so lucky...
Oh talking bout runnig away from home...I will really really die...I can't leave my dogs...how could i leave them??They're such adorable creatures who are living by my side everyday and night...I cant leave them...yeh...my grandparents....My sisters and of course all my friends....Haha...have you every wonder what about my parents?? yeah of course I love them, but they don't seem to be caring alot about the 4 of us(I have 2 older sisters and a younger bro) cause they know that or can say that they presume that all of us won't run away cause we were pampered since born...But my sisters were the ones who were always rebelling at the back of them...They always say that they WILL have sex before marriage...as the more close minded me, whenever they ask me that do i aree with sex before marriage....I'll say eww....grosss......
Then they'll say: But you have to learn how to do it before you married what...later when your first night with your hubby you dunno how to do it...you'll be shy man...
So i thought....maybe...yeah MAYBE...cause of the influence of the romance stories that I;ve read....its kinda wetty feeling whenever it comes to "THE PART"...That's girl....I've eread too much bout it...but seriously...i don't really agree with sex before marriage cause i wanna give my future love aka my hubby a great "first night(if he's still a virgin)" aso known as our virgin night...
Alright...I know i'm tearing it too far...from lanny to family to sisters to sex before marriage and now talkng bout me...oh...shudders**I'm also blushing here cause I cant really believe that i said something right on a international viewing thing...haha...
yeah...i got over the picture thingy that makes me down...It was kinda shockin cause my tears actually fall down from my eyes...And i can really feel my heart broke...nya-ha-ha
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