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So erm, since now my readership has gained from one to one hundred wtf, I know got more la.. -.- Still I shall tell you more about me again... Since my profile's about me sucks like wtf glycerol... -__-



So Imma tell you what ***I*** think about myself, to be frank, Imma post all my boons and banes wtf here so you all can judge...


So to make it flow...




This is me and my name is Hoe Hui Ting.


I remember once that Hoe is actually cangkul in Malay which is the sand digga thingy (Imma GOLD DIGGA wtf) And apparently someone took it to higher depths Hoe is actually whore/prostitutes/hookers... And Cynthia started greeting me with a "HI HOE"



I am very superficial and judgmental. I judge.. So sorry to say but I judge... I judge a book by it's cover and also by its content... I choose story books (as an example) by looking at the cover, if it's pink with pretty ladies like Carmen Reid's books, I'll definitely pick it up and read its synopsis... I judge... As for superficiality, I think it's almost the same as the judging thing??


I scan people when I walk... Like girl, nicely dyed hair, a lot of makeup, I SCAN!!!


Clothes: Ugly check
Bag: Gucci okla check
Shoes: yee ugly toes check

Something like that


I judge... T____T wtf


And to be honest I love pretty things... Like like I despise ugly things in my life, no matter how ugly I am I don't despise myself cause I love myself. I know I may be prettier than a lot of people but as you can see I judge and i'm the biggest critic to myself... I hate my nose I hate my brows I hate my pores I hate my arms I hate my boobs I HATE everything about me... But I don't like it when people critic about me?? Like how I'm a fat bitch... NO!! I have never ever in my life said that I am skinny like a pinny not pin thin. I am FAT!!!


extra note: i am an ugy fat bitch? So? I depend on photoshop and hahahahahhahaa I love seeing how my nose shrink from 5 inches to 3 inches (ok that's super exaggerated can, maybe 8cm to 6 cm lar... xD)


I gained confidence... I took the initiative to lose some frigging weight.. I lose 16 kgs in year 2007 and it is one of my biggest achievements in my entire life cause frankly speaking, I have done nothing big in my life... Not that I am smart or anything... I'm still as naive as I can be and also be as young and stupid cause I don't wanna grow up... I wanna be as naive as I can be till I can no longer be... T___T So I am not smart, but I'm not a stupid girl I know it? But I just wanna be humble let people think la I am stupid... SOOO???? Haven't you heard?? There's no stupid people in this world, only lazy people...


Maybe someone stupid thought of that to defend themselves but how smart could they get cause they thought of THAT to actually defend themselves??



I am very very defensive... You realise?? I always retaliate whenever someone talks bad about me or whatever in my comments box or chatbox or whatever... Cause I just love to talk, and I don't like it when people disses about me... How ironic eh?




I love bitching about people but I don't like people doing it to me... -__- You can if you want to, but please don't do it right in my face or when someone tells me about it I seriously hate it... 2 faced person...


I am very kiasu, but somehow not as kiasu... But still quite kiasu...


And I felt so unhappy when one of my sister once told me stop acting like I'm so artsy fartsy... I was so hurt cause it kinda shattered my dream to be another artsy fartsy person... I was so devastated I thought the world was going to collapse upon me cause it has been my dream to always be an artsy fartsy person with lotsa wits and creative juice and also juicy gossips... But I am quite sure everyone has some creativity beneath their own skin, under that thumping heart innit? it's up to you whether or not you want to unleash them and let your imaginations run wild and free...


YES!! I am so confident about myself it's utter rubbish. But somehow I am so fabulous, I get intimidated by the people around me cause I think too much and I thought to myself, WHAT WILL THEY THINK ABOUT ME?? But still, I couldn't care less, cause fabulosity is not easy feat that everyone can handle it...



Maybe cause I'm tall... And I no longer care if I can wear high heels or not... I wanna be taller than anyone now... I WANNA BE THE TOP OF THE WORLD!!!! T____T Now I can wear my 5 inch F21 heels to Uni and not being laughed at cause there are taller people there T____T


I am rather self absorbed... Yeah I realized that too thank you... I seriously seriously, zhen zhen de wtf don't like it when people go all blabbing about themself... WHO DOESN'T???


I like it to be involved with a little bit of you and me and everything but not just you you you you you.... GAHHHHH!! Can I have a hui ting in the sun wtf mambo number 5.


That is why I dedicate this post to myself... because everything is about me. Every freaking thing is about me....



And fuck the boyfriend thing I'd rather be a spinster... I thought about that thoroughly and I don't see what's the point of going ga ga over someone because it's a waste of time, and tears, and pain and heartache and whatever... I'm tired of all that, I am happy with what I have. I know those with experience will go fuck you fucking wrong thing... blablabla whatever ok?? I'm currently saving on my spinster funds... Feel free to ask me for my Paypal details and donate some...


And talking about the smart stupid thing I am so sorry to say that I don't really know much about politics yah call me stupid la... I wished I knew more about it and be part of the party to make Malaysia a better place...



I am a rather pessimistic person in life, but I am very loud here in my blog that's why I say this is the only place I cry shout scream bitch shit eat... I am rather shy and ingoing(opposite of outgoing wtf) in life, because I'm just not ready to open up to strangers... I'd love to walk on the street and tell that one person with that lovely scarf on her neck that it's a lovely piece of scarf she has on. Or or the way someone dresses that they can carry it off... I wished I could do that but I just can't?? Not outgoing enough maybe...


And knowing that not all my friends will be with me forever I think I should just start insaf-ing because I know I can no longer depend on them all... I KNOW I am independent but sometimes I still need something to depend on... I am no all grown up yet... No on ever is...

Like screw the DON"T WORRY I FRIEND YOU FOREVER and those Little Bob Dog note books where you write "Birds fly high, hard to catch, friend like you, hard to forget" Forget it ok?? Someday somehow you'll find whatever you want and need and your me amour and whatever, that day is the day I shall stop depend on you. Stop depending in the sense that we are no longer close to each other anymore... There's still a bond between. But no longer as strong as hydrogen bonds wtf (read up your chemistry right now it describes why it's so so strong )


You want a piece of me??


here's 16 kgs worth of my pieces...


Read it, understand it... Know me better... SEE!! it's about ME again I will label it under me wtf


Fill me in with whatever you think and leave a comment or in my cbox baby!!!


*smooches*