Almost well almost....

I woke up mid night finding that I'm sweating like mad in the middle of winter at 4 degrees hailing weather and I have to turn off the heater and open the window big big to air myseld T____T


I was sweating cold sweat and was so fucking worried what my life would be quarantined in a confined space with no good food and drinks and will only be served chicken schnitzel wtf T___T


My flu was realllllllly bad like very very bad till I keep tearing while watching 15 (Singapore film bout ah bengs doing drugs and basically real life ah bengs starring in it, it's good cause they are real life ah beng and the scenes are just purely grotesque and well go watch it yourself but banned in malaysia and singapore though kuakuakua)


So I was tearing at parts i'm not suppose to tear wtf cause I'm sick T___T Like literally tearing/crying/sobbing wtf cause my nose was blocked -__-



Then this morning i received few missed calls and messages from father asking me to call him T_T And through phone diagnosis wtf is there such a thing, my dad say don't worry it's just some big flu settling down, it'll take a couple of days, if it worsens please run to the nearest hospital


And you know what is worst?? I have a paper tomorrow at 2.30 pm at Caulfield fucking racecourse *&^&#^@#^@&#^^$*&@^@*!#@#


And I've been resting a lot cause of the cheebye flu =((( Went to bed at 11 2 nights ago woke up at 2 and woke up at 9 plus did laundry and went to library to study till 1 plus had lunch and went back and studied till 4 and that's it!!! Then after e movie I studied for bout 2 hours T______T BUT NOT ENOUGH =((

I swear I've not studied so much in my life =(( Not even during SPM or my SAM finals.. WHY.. and I'm so fuckin stress about being quarantined when I go back to KL cause seriously a lot of people in Singapore kena swine flu cause they flew back from Melbourne T____T


What if I am next booo T______T Then all my DIY plans and yumcha plans and shopping escapades and BANGKOK omgggg cannot jadi T____T and worst of all i cannot con my mom to get me a designer bag wtf cannot see my familia de horreuer T_T



should I stud my fringe leather jacket like this? I know mine's a shitty brown tone wtf and the fringe is on the back instead of the sleeves but good enough la =D



And random ar, I think some of the Miss Universe Malaysia this year quite cannot make it... To name a few, alright fine 2... this 2 very bad =/


willa the witch hooked nose! Add a mole on the nose can go audition for Wicked liao


Like old aunty posing for Marie France Bodyline... Sorry cannot be bothered to copy her name



wayanggg hahahahahaha She looks like my cousin, namely Ah Lan cheche wtf sisters agree mou? :P



and another one sorry I do not comprehend. Quite pretty la but too white, as in not the person itself too white but the makeup and lighting make her look lifeless. I dunno why all the miss malaysian universe must all cake themselves up and put stupid coloured contacts and wear padding during swimsuit shoots and other swimsuit related events when they know they cannot beat the ang mohs with their silicon boobs... =/

Take last year's winner for example, I have nothing against her but she looks alien-ish when she's at those "gala" or whatsoever "dinner" she look damn tacky!!! and her dresses all... =/ and the makeup *facepalm*



OH WELLLLLL, what more can I say...