Underwater

Each time I jump into the water

I would hold my breath

live in the moment. silence.

no one could talk to me

I chose not to hear the callings. sirens

of the water. waves. serenity.

like as if i'm dead. away from

everything I wouldn't give a care

and just stood still till I am

out of breath. then float to the surface gasping

for air and wipe the water away

dripping from my face. And

each time I stand at the edge

of a cliff, or edge of the ocean

I have the courage to leap off

to get pass everything to join

them.