WA WA WA

I have been having this massive weight upon my shoulder. I don't know what it is, and I am not sure how I can lift it.

And then the only way I chose is to hide. To runaway from reality, in denial, hide. I'm scared to face it, and I am not sure what will I face, will I see Sadako when I lift my pillow up, or will I see a black cat under my bed? I don't know.

I was blinded by all these beautiful lies that when the truth hit me, it was the worst feeling ever, but the truth made me stronger, in a way. But yet I am hiding now. I need to come out from my rabbit hole, back to reality.