Long long long LONG WAY

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAH


All I can say is I've came a long way.... Fuck man look how dark I was when I was 14!!!! It took me like 9 years to become 5 shades fairer and I'm not even exaggerating!!! D: (long story short, I went on a beach trip to Pangkor when I was 11 and I was burnt till charcoal, and was dark till like few years ago and my skin started to lighten a little and now I have slight fairer/pucat skin fml)


thanks to le bestie for tagging me this pic on FB! hahahahah they say bad decisions make good stories! AGREE!!! These are those true moments where you don't really blame your friend for tagging unglam pictures of yourself but to laugh it off cause seriously I looked pretty damn bad last time hahahahahahahahaahha damn funny omg.


Well, but that doesn't change who I am =P

Need to stop binging.

I'm sorry but I have lost all control of my appetite. Remember Mean Girls? Girls who eat their feelings and girls who don't eat anything???

I fall to the former category.


Wait till I see these... HAHA

My abs are underneath my layer of fats hehehehehe

:)

Last glamour outing with le bestie. =( That crazy woman is gonna head to Ireland for exchange (LUCKY BITCH!) and won't be returning for another year or so. So spending time with her is like, super precious T____T


Some camwhoring pictures JUST BECAUSE we like. :)

we were doing the "korean" ulzzang makeup (Thick eyeliner for her and the pale lip cat eye for me haha).


I'm a korean wannabe. sue me.

FAIL BETTER

Ever since the sister and the bestie came back, all I did was eat, and eat and eat and eat!!!!!!! Non-stop till the fact that my mom actually looked at me in horror when I told her I was still "hungry" after some crazy big ass heavy meal. I'm gonna lose them weight and fats!!! Just as I was writing that I just had 2 packs of mcshaker *shifty eyes* I don't give two fucks about how hard it's gonna be!!! It's gonna be challenging and all but I will do it!! #determined

so yah... Even if I fail, it beats those who're sitting on the couch watching their favourite show, or like reading this, yes you. HAHA

#Bersih

Rather quiet Saturday afternoon, roads were exceptionally empty, and because we were too afraid to roam around the streets of KL. I hear stories of bad traffic jams everywhere around the city centre, and the bestie's brother mentioned that he took 2 hours to get from Kota Kemuning to Tropicana scared me. I had to fetch le sister to the airport the next day.

Bersih rally at Fed Square.

Every single tweet on my dash were about the #bersih rally. I'm proud of you Malaysians, for standing up for yourself, for us, and everyone of us. Me not talking about anything, it doesn't mean I don't care about my country. I did contemplated in leaving Malaysia for good and get a PR in Australia, but I did not. I chose to stay, and you've proven me that my choice was wise, and we are here to make a difference.

And because of all the brave soldiers out there, there may be a better tomorrow, for at least we have the choice to voice out what we want. Freedom of speech, no matter how you try to hide or avoid, the truth is out there (like x files leh hahaha) and you can always run but you can never hide the truth.



Because today, is not about caring less just so you can be happier, it is about how the world view us Malaysians as, some may think we're so uncivilised that all this havoc is happening but to me, this is something phenomenal, we Malaysians stand up for what we deserve. Equality.


And a big thank you to those who went for the rally to fight for what we deserve, and to those stuck in traffic jams, don't put the blame on anyone who ask you itchy backside go kai kai when others go for rally hahahaha

Crossword Puzzle

THIS IS SO FUN OKAY!!!! Spot the first 3 words in the puzzle, comment here (be it anonymous or not I DON'T JUDGE HAHA)



I got:
Fab, Broke, Beautiful (1st set)
Broke, Funny, Pretty (2nd set)


why thank you I know I'm like gorjussss wtf hahahahaha but I can never leave the "broke" category #storyofmylife lol

Oh well

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I'm sorry for the lack of posts lately, but I've been dead busy, dead tired, people leaving, saying goodbyes ain't that easy after all, it's like turning back the clock. I wish Thursday had not came so fast, because once it's pass, July will go by in a jiffy.

I've meant to post this a long time, but, what have you done and achieved in the past 6 months in 2011?


For me, I think I've achieved a fair bit, for at least I said I would make changes, and I did. :)

and to those who're going for the Bersih rally in the afternoon, I salute your spirit. You are fighting for a better tomorrow, fighting for equality, and for all of us. Thank you.

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I have this weird lower abdominal pain to worry about, they're suspecting appendicitis, and I cannot afford to waste time. =((((((( Pray for me, I need things to at least go well for this week. =(

Never say NO to Panda

WATCHED KUNG FU PANDA!!!! like finally. I haven't been to the movies ever since I returned from Melbourne (that's 4 months ya'll) and I'm not used to the super small seats with minimal leg room!!! Let's just say, I think I'm slowly liking Pandas more and more. I mean what's there NOT to like? It's limited (on the brim of extinction), very cute, very lazy, looks like me (those were the days I was saying "Marketing is like magic, they turn human being into pandas" cause everyone were rushing for assignments before due dates, no sleep etc)


And when I saw some this awesome loaf, I wanted to give it a try!!! :D

But timing wasn't right, I started baking at 4, and my movie was at 6.45. I needed time to let it rise, proof, knead, shape blabla. So I left it out to rise for more than the require time (by 3 hours >.>) and deng deng. It tasted okay, just a little too... fermented wtf. YEAST!!! Y U NO CALM DOWN!!!! I thought it was suppose to die after proofing for like 3 hours or so but I was wrong T_T Lesson learnt: Always follow the recipe!!!!! Which I never, EVER learn. -_-


After the first rising process (which took way too long) And when I press the dough, it released gas like "pffffffffff" hahahahaha so cuteeeee my dough tripled instead of doubling its size -_-

LOOKS QUITE CUTE RIGHT!!??????

Fucking shocked when I saw it in the oven (this was before it exploded in the oven, the loaf was like over the top -_- crazy panda yo...


my mom's bestie commented: "

Ting the bread u make front look like fish side like pig n angle like panda well done. Haha.....

ahahahahahahaha

I thought it looked like a pig from side too HAHAHAHHA



hahahahahahahahahaahah

SOMEONE NEEDS AN EYELIFT!!!!!!! T_T The dough sorta collapsed when it was rising for the second time and it sagged to the other side T_T BUT Still looks "quite" cute. hehehehehe WELL AT LEAST IT CAN PASS OFF AS NEOPOLITAN LOAF!!! And people this is BREAD ok, not cake hahaha My dad was like "I THOUGHT IT IS CAKE" -_-




sorry for the shitty ass quality. I'm too used to carrying my phone around. SOON there'll be better quality pictures :)

A thousand needles through my skin

Went for facial after... 6 months. I thought I didn't need it after using SKII but have been breaking out lately, stress, diet, whatsoever so finally made an appointment. Too much clogged pores (from too much makeup meh) causing blackheads! I did feel my skin look "brighter" after removing all the blackheads, after all, BLACK heads make you look darker no?? Looking forward for the next session, not so looking forward for another fucking painful I want to die session. -_- Every time the therapist poke the needle to my skin is like, I dunno tears just start flowing, can't control it. And I wasn't even like all WUUWUUUUWUUU crying, it was just *jab* *tears stream down wtf*

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No progress, gained weight. Sister is back and that means BINGING TIME! :D Had some awesome fruits at le bestie's house today along with fries bihun, charsiew omg, and siew yuk om nomnom, her mom cooks awesome food. Prolly should bring her a basket of fruits and kowtow to her and make her my sifu *bows wtf*

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Cutest shit EVER.

GONNA TRY MAKING THESE TOMORROW :D:D:D Wish me luck, neeee looking at it just makes me wanna SMILE :D:D:D:D SO CUTE!!!! :DDDDD

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I wanna ombre my ends =( But but but it only looks nice when the top is blonde which I can't be fucked to bleach em roots! D: HOW NOW?!

Say Hi to Tappo

Tappo is a pet tadpole (or so we thought) owned by my bestie, Yoke Yin. Tappo is a plushie that is oh-so poofy and squishy, and is orange and round. Like, an orange, but with a little tail that resembles a navel! Tappo is actually this creature that hangs out with Kerori the frog, some japanese plush toy character (damn why all frogs damn kero something?) and well, is cute wtf.

I've joined the bandwagon in following Tappo on its Tumblr, TappotheTadpole, to catch up on the latest goss wtf and its adventures around the world. Tappo, came from love of Diggy and Francis (who? haha) and is born in West Virginia, US of A.


Here's some NEVER BEFORE SEEN footage of Tappo out and about in Kuala Lumpur. jengjengjeng. How adventurous right????? You're like the first in the world to preview WTF (make it sound like some Transformers preview hahahaha)

Tappo goes to Fat Spoon.

and had awesome fried chicken nasi goreng kampung and nasi i cannot remember the name but served with curry chicken awesome fried prawn stir fry long beans and salted egg (combi of salted egg and long beans is like jizz) and awesome fat chocolate nomnomnom.

Tappo laik....


Here's Tappo in McShaker bag wtf. JUST KIDDING. It's just to show you how to goncang (shake) and nikmati (enjoy) McShaker fries. I personally don't really like the flavour. THE BEST, is when McShaker was first launched, the BBQ flavour which taste like garlic powder + MSG, and second best is the Seaweed flavour from Shrek 4 release. Yummzaaaaaaa.


Just to let you know that, I haven't given up on my getting fit journey, but the bestie is back and I don't see her 24/7 but like few times a year, so yes, we binge. We do what we do best, EAT.


FOLLOW TAPPO K???

squish.

SENYUM

FACETIME

I swear having an iPhone is like the best thing ever. I haven't been bringing my own camera out to snap pictures but everything was taken using my phone!! I LOVE being able to move around freely I can even feel I slouch less and my shoulders are less painful lately hahaha Cause I did not have to lug around my super heavy camera!!

But the downside is that the pictures are damn grainy if the lighting ain't good. REUNITED WITH MY LOVE!!!!!! It has been too long since we talked like, for hours. I actually got a minor sore throat from talking too much HAHAHAHAH

my "pink" velvet cupcakes for which, I had this really really gross moment. My shit was stained red. YES It turned out red, but in the batter it's shocking pink. I'm sorry if this grosses you out but it's just something worth sharing AHAHAHAHAHA.


ps: fringe, you need to grow out!!!